watching: me type
listening to: SIRIUS 90's
mood: angry
It seriously feels like someone went inside of me and ripped out the usual Stacy and replaced her with someone totally oposite. I hate everything thats going on right now... I really do. I fell used, betrayed, or unliked most the time. Im so good to people, but i get nothing in return... makes me just wanna be a bitch towards everyone and not care about how many friends i have, or who likes me, or how good of a reputation I have.


My god, the teachers really did piss me off. Well 1st period was ok until the overhead was on my desk and i barly had enough room for 2 huge ass books to be opened on it... so i would put a little bit of my book on Johns desk... but he'd fucking freak out and id have to move it. He doesnt respect me at all... after all ive done for that kid.. and no matter how nice i try to be.

Then, 2nd period Chem came along and fricken Mrs VanblarCUM was being a douchebag. She called on me to answer a question and i didnt know it.. so she sat there just looking at me, expecting it to just pop in my head.. and it sure made me feel like a dumbass in front of the whole class. Jeesh, if i dont know the answer.. I JUST SIMPLE DONT FUCKING KNOW THE ANSWER! urgh stupid.


And nothing makes me smile anymore.One thing that made me smile today was when Ed was running back and forth between Craig and I . lol

Another thing that made me laugh was when me and my parents were watching family fued after school.. and the question was....

"Name a nursery rhyme with the word "little" in his or her name."
And my dad shouts "little Richard!"
haha and then my mom just looks at me and we bust into tears cause we're laughing so hard.. ill never forget the look on my dads face. He didnt quite hear the question right or something. lol


What cheered me up last night was when Travis W. called me. Pretty much just to say hi.. I think we talked for a good solid half an hour... hes the best.

IDK.. im just in such a shitty mood these past 2 weeks. I really need to change myself.. I hate this Stacy......



~~~~~ I really hate you for what your doing to me.. and what you did to me. I didnt realize that at first, but now I do. You walk around like it doesnt affect you.. like it doesnt matter. Yeah, you prolly thing its no big deal.. since you never got in trouble and since it didnt fuck up your life like you thought it would. Well, thanks for making it a living hell for me.... and maybe someday you'll come to understand just how much you ruined me. You played me AGAIN and i promise myself... I'M FUCKING DONE!!!

You like me to stroke you
Careful I don't choke you, did you read my mind
You say don't be blue
Is that the best you can do?
I've lost my patience now...

^ Natalie Imbruglia... (Leave me Alone)

Sorry, you do not have permission to comment.

If you are a member, try logging in again or accessing this page here.