mood: crappy!
listening to: music, what else?
watching: you read this...jk

not doing anything...and its so boring...i have no life, well, being on this computer, going to skool, and doing hw is my life, i have no life outside this box of mine..hmm...interesting isnt it? just playing checkers and listening to maroon 5 on my sis's computer...anyway i jes dont feel like turning on music on my computer, and yeah its kind of a waste, since her computer IS right next to mine, so yeah...

oh my goodness, i saw david today while walking to my third period, i wanted so much to touch his arm and say, "hi david" but i froze in place and became a mute...this always happens to me when i like a guy...GRR!! its so irritating!!! i cant believe that this stuff happens to every body... why cant we all just say how we feel and get it over with...AGH!!

it drives me crazy just thinking about david, but now ive got someone else in mind...i find him really appealing...i dont know if its a good thing to crush on someone i just meant on the internet, but hes just so sweet...hes coming to see me on my birthday, i cant wait...i just hope he can come...i really want to see him in person...

A QUESTION TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE FELT LIKE THEY KNEW A CERTAIN GUY/GIRL WAS THE ONE FOR THEM: WHY IS IT (NOT SURE IF THIS HAPPENS TO ANY OF YOU, BUT IF IT DOES PLEASE HELP) WHEN ANY OF YOU LIKE THIS GUY/GIRL THAT IT JUST RENDERS YOU SPEECHLESS AND WUTNOT? WHY?

and one more thing why is it that sometimes when a guy finds out that a girl likes him, and they were friends, he starts (well usually) to avoid her? i dont understand that....

you met him on the net? there is nothing wrong with that, I met my girlfriend on the net and we've been dating over 2 years... as for guys avoiding girls after they find out they like them... i think it just makes everything kinda awkward so they avoid them.
» Zig_Justice on 2004-11-01 10:54:41

I met my ex on the net... we were together 2.5 years and had a lil girl together.. we're still friends now even tho we aren't together... so it's definitely not a bad thing!! I reckon ppl get rendered speechless when they're nervous around ppl they like. I used to be like that until I got a bit more confidence!
» LittleBrit on 2004-11-02 10:25:19

hmmmm...
i'm sorry you're bored... i don't know what what you could do, it's been a long time since i've been in school. what zig said about guys avoiding you is right... they don't know how to react and they get confused so they deal with it by avoiding the whole thing. oh, and thank you for the compliment!!! i'm glad i'm not the only girl alive with unruly hair, it seems like most girls have perfect hair these days. oh, and i took the pictures with a camera phone. i can't help you with the freezing up problem. it's one of those big mysteries that we'll never understand. i hate it when that happens!!!!! anyway, good luck with your boys and have an awesome day!
» Chloefoxx on 2004-11-02 01:36:07

*puts hand in air* I have unruly hair too. Minature people could slide of the ends... ugh... Anyway, about the confidence thing.. I dunno how I did it hunny.. I think I just got older and realised I had better things to worry about :-S It's so much easier chatting online...
» LittleBrit on 2004-11-02 03:52:47

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