went to christine's party last night. it nice seeing everyone. and the boyfriend. i had fun, i guess, but i could have made it better. uh, i went for a walk to the school with rj and brian, and that was pretty much the highlight of it all. it was a nice walk. and yeah .. after that i started feeling sick. like .. not physically, but yeah? i just played ping pong with keoni, micheal o., and mandy. keoni was using a dust pan. it was funny. and yeah after that i got bored so i just .. did nothing? everyone was downstairs. i didn't feel like going. too much .. social-ness. can't relate with anyone anymore cuz, you know. but yeah. i was bored. brian went off somewhere. i finally found him at the side of the house listening to his music. i asked him what he was doing and he said "i was just looking at the stars and listening to this one song". i was like AWW, and i stayed with him for a while and talked. or actually, i just listened, cuz he was doing all the talking. i should have said some stuff tho. my kuya was right there, in person. not just his voice echoing out of the phone. but yeah. i didn't say anything. chit. it's really bothering me now. anyways. i left a little bit after that. i felt really bad tho, cuz i think i kinda left rj hanging .. like a yoyo, YANO? i shoulda told him to come down, to sit on the stairs with me .. and look at the stars. boo. oh well. at least i got to hold his hand.

blink182 - i miss you. brian's song. nice.

hmm, i'll be back. gonna go exchange presents with misha. hahaha. we went outside and met half way. or acutally, i went 3/4. i already opened her present. haha .. couldn't wait. i felt bad cuz .. i just returned her outsiders book and called it a "present". at least i got her a NEW one tho, cuz the original one was facked up. heh. let's see .. she got me the harry potter glasses; bertie botts every flavor beans; a wristband with a star on it; "april's comic" that she made last year .. bwahahaha; some cookies (or are they crakers?) from japan, little boxes of nerds, which she wrapped indiviually wrapped; and a couple inside joke stuff. you're so clever, misha! hahahaha. THANKS FOR THE PRESENTS! i feel special. but i also feel bad, cuz my "presents" suck. haha, on the box, misha wrote "in seventh grade .. i thought your last name was pronounced "calma" like jomer because you joked about your last name =(." and then "i'll figure out your 'middle' name one day". HAHAHAHA. you wish. only two THREE people know it .. that you know. bwahaha. you'll never figure it out.



i get so high off life, it makes me sick.
sometimes i feel like withdrawling. but i won't.




C i'm keepin it real. later days.

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