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my computers being a bitch. so is everyone else in this house. this family frustrates the hell out of me. fuck. curse this house and everyone in it. i wanna hit one of my cousins soo hard, they say "ARAYY!" and tell on me so i can get in trouble .. which has never happened here. no one EVER yells at me. oh geez, i miss being yelled at. odd thing to say, but seriously. i mean, yeah .. it sucked having to sit through an hour of my mom yelling and lecturing, and then her leaving and my dad coming in to talk to me some more, but hey .. i know they only did it cuz they loved me. over here, i never get in trouble. discpline is none-existent. but hmm .. maybe i should take advantage of that. i'll run away . ha, just kidding. but anyways. christmas is almost here. here's um .. 5 things i want more than anything.

1. go back to the "ghetto", where i was raised for 10 years, up the street from misha.
2. live with the people that know what's best for me and are smart enough to know what i'm feeling, without me telling them.
3. attend school on top of the ridge, where have the greatest friends ever.
4. to be with my boyfriend.
5. and i want all of the above to STAY that way, like how it was before.

.. because yes. i despise change. with a passion. but then, sometimes change is good. like the one coming up in a couple weeks. it'll be two-thousand-four. i'm kicking '03 out the fucking door. PHEWW, what a year. full of change .. and lots of it. almost half my entire life story occured in this year. well, more like 1/3 .. but yeah. how insane is that?! yeah k. whatever .. i'll reflect later, when 2003 is gone "FOE SHOW". derr .. so yeah. i have this big ol' research project for history. it's a group project, so i better not slack. HA .. too bad my computer isn't working properly. dahh .. this virus needs to die. yawp. that's all, folks.

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