today started off ok then progressed into sad. i was online at about three this afternoon when my frend gerino IMed me.

gerino: did u hear what happened?
apple:to?
gerino: steven
apple: no what happened?
gerino: he's dead
apple: what?! how?
gerino: car accident. he was speeding....



right then and there i didn't wanna believe him. at first i was thinkin "yeh right.stop messin around", but then again i thought "gerino would never speak like that about anyone he cared about especially someone he considered a brother." so right there i started to tear.
it sucks to have to believe that someone u met back when u were a freshman n actually know at a level is actually gone. All i could ever think about is "what now?" i mean i'm so sorry that he passed away and left his best friend, parents and friends BUT the one most thing that really made me cry is the fact that he left his 6 month old babygirl.

this is yet another time where i wish i knew the person A WHOLE LOT MORE and also to thank him for that one time [i'm not gonna go into that..] so i don't kno i guess imma just let some things out.

to steven: i know i don't know you well enough to say a whole lot of great stuff about you and other stuff that i know your best friend gerino would say, but I'm still appauled by the fact that your no longer here with those whom you've known and met through out your short life. To me your still one cool dude. I remember that I met you my freshman year and you were a junior with gerino and i know we didn't speak to each other much. shoot..we actually only talked..hmm 3 times this whole time since i've met you, and said our "hi's and hello's" once in a while when i saw you around especially at work. But yet i still held a space for you in my heart as a friend even though we didn't get to build upon that, BUT i'm thankful to have met you. Heh i remember when i actually had a conversation with you on the phone along with gerino two years ago and u mentioning that i was only "a baby" since i was only fifteen..hehh... and the other time when I was mad at gerino for something and you came to talk to me after school :-). I never got the chance to say THANK YOU for that one time at McDonalds with that stupid Dwayne guy. Thanks for talkin to him about that..I know i should've thanked you before, but ehh i'm stupid at times and I now regret I didn't thank you before. You will be greatly missed by all you met, knew and loved.

i'll always remember you saying this: "That's just DuhWayyne!"

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