sucks

first, there's my friend who was gay. apparently he liked me and told me "i'd go straight for you" but the problem was that we only knew each other for a little while, so i wasn't attracted to him. he didn't even know how to spell my name, i have a very common name and it's not hard to spell. i admit, that was a major turnoff. but how many people can say they turned a gay guy into a bisexual? is it wrong to brag about this kind of thing? or is it just weird?

second, i had a crush on this guy. he's the nerdy quiet type and we have similar interests in movies and music. we could talk and i would feel like we were the only people in the whole room. he made me feel like i was the only one that mattered. i liked him the moment i first glanced at him. he seemed like a "normal"guy, but i found out he was illegal immigrant. he married one of his friends because one of her life's ambitions is to get married before she turned 18. his dad was put in a detainment center because the police confused him for someone else. apparently, his aunt use to date a man who was a drug dealer and his parents were at the wrong place at the wrong time. he doesn't know i know all this. at least we're still friends.

lastly, on friday, i went to relay for life. there i met a guy who was friends with one of my friends since first grade. he's cute and he's nice. but i have absolutely no interest in him whatsoever. when we were talking he was asking me all these questions like what type of music i like, what movies i like, if i had a boyfriend, etc. he even invited me to a party. needless to say, i was flattered because no guy has actually hit on me or flirted with me like that before. but we didn't have much in common. he seemed like a "normal" guy, but then he told me he got kicked out of school for trying to slit some people's throats.

damn.

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