Omigod, 2dae is so emotional and dramatic for me. I nv expected anything like tat. I checked my school email and found out that my last paper's results were out. I was praying that i would pass until. UNTIL i saw the mark or grade, i couldnt figure it out. It was 45/ F. Which means i failed, failed by 5 marks. I jus stoned, looking at the grade and trying to not believe that its F for FAIL. Then, i saw the link for academic supplementary paper. I clicked on it and saw that the sup paper for this course is on 8th dec. Damn.

Den i started to cry, cry real hard. My mind had alot of tots. Like, i m going home to singapore on the 1st of dec, and now i fail one module. I cant go bk anymore, the stuff i bought will not be distributed till 9th dec. I felt lost, i couldnt understand y i failed this module. I had the most confidence for this module's exams, spent dun noe how many wks on this and still like this. Wat have i done wrong to deserve this. Remember a wk ago, the sch lost my assignment, so i had no grade for it. But then, my tutor was supposed to mark the emailed copy and INCLUDE the marks. That's wat should be happening.

Anyway, i called my mother. I was crying, sobbing, she tot i had an accident. I jus told her i studied, i did study. She consoled my that it was not my fault, mayb it was my first paper, i didnt noe the rules or practice over here. I jus didnt was to study the whole subject again. I would have no mood to study it again, when everybody is enjoying and going bk to their hometown. She instructed me to go to sch to enquire abt this.

After tokking to her, i went bk to my room and looked at the result again and started crying to myself. Then, i unpacked my stuff and called the lec through a sch booklet. Luckily she was in, i was still crying when i called the lecturer. Jus a few minutes ago, i sent her a email abt this issue. I told her i fail and abt the assignment problem, she immediately called my name and sae she didnt noe that my tutor nv put in the assignment marks in, so i fail becoz of that. Then she told me i would be happy now, coz i passed liao. It was like, "You playing wif me ah?". I was so relieved that i started to cry again, she sae i did quite well for my exam. Then the lecturer said that i could go home as planned, no nd to take sup paper liao. I jus thanked her, really thanked her. Can u imagine if i really failed, i would have to postpone my flight bk , study the damn subject again within a wk and take the exam. I would be all alone.

In conclusion, i hope i the next 2 results wont make me feel this despire and shocked anymore. I really jus wan to pass, i dun wan sup paper and to retake the modules. Pls GOD. Feel so exhausted from all the crying.

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