Occassionally the Lord will send us someone to light our way through a difficult and dark time. Someone who sees through all the bullshit and knows from their soul what you need to do to make your changes.
I have been blessed. Last night. Besides freezing my ass off. I found something I had lost. Myself. What can I say he was right... It was right here all along.
Someone once said to me I needed to come home to remember who I was. They were right. But then I also needed to be send a walking angel for direction.
Returning home yes my mother was mad at me. Walking through the door at 1:30 am. But I had the light on my side and I know it. I was walking enlightened.
There are alot of changes I need to make. My current situation needs to go completely. I need to return home to my city. This is where I belong. But the first thing I'm doing is a personal change.
I've been going to church every sunday as long as the weather permitted and listening to the word. I read my bible. I pray. I have not been doing all I can do. So this I say to you. I'm making a change in me.
I am celibate.
I will be faithful to the Lord and to my future husband whomever that may be.
You must fall in love with God before you can fall inlove with anyone else.
So now I pray for change and acceptance. I pray for the guidence to change all things that need changing. I pray for the lighthouse to stay lit so I may find my way.
I only have one thing left to say in all this.
If you remain in me & my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you. -John 15:7
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