Walking amongst the ruined decays of the tourn and beaten shackles that once held such joy and mystery inside them, I began to feel kind of down. The floor is littered with many such sights and with it comes a certain sadness. Not a sadness of the destroyed christmas boxes... but a sadness of another breed.

Something about it... the barron walls... the unfilled seats... the unlight lights... the quietness... The carcases of dozens of boxes... the emptyness...

You know it's over and there is no rewinding the tape... no going back to enjoy the occasion again... and no way to fast forward to the next one. You're stuck... stuck in this mundane world for another year. Just another year.

Ahhh so Christmas has come and gone... some people are releaved, but I'm mostly just sad. That's the thing about Christmas, after it's over... it's over... the mood, the theme, the fun, the spirit, everything goes away... even your relatives go away. All that's left is a bunch of paper, boxes, and decorations that have to be put up.

It's sad putting that stuff up too, because you know it will be a long time before you get to put it all up again. I mean putting the fake Christmas tree in the box... all I can think about is... a whole year... it's going to be a whole year until the next time. Which sucks... because Christmas really is a fun time.

I mean if you think about it... when do you have the most fun during the year? It's always during Christmas... it's more fun than any other holoday... it's even more fun than summer. All that family and togetherness really is nice... it's just a shame it has to end... There has got to be some way to make it last all year round... ( and no, I'm not talking about those jerks that leave their christmas lights up all year).

Unfortunately there really is no way to make Christmas last all year... because you can't make everyone in your family stay at home and be festive all year round... it's just not possible...

One thing that woulda made Christmas better... woulda been some really cold weather, and some snow. That woulda made it perfect. With that little factor aside, my Christmas was great... It's just a shame that it won't come around again for another year...

Oh, and I hope everyone remembered to say happy birthday to Jesus!


----btw the smily faces with the guns will no longer be used any new entries. I will find a replacement soon

I know what you mean man...best time of the year: christmas...sucks right after it cuz you gotta wait a whole year to get to the next one...my christmas okay, i've had better ones...but maybe next christmas i'll be able to fully see and breathe...i live in hope anyways...about my long entries...5 pages, pfft, thats not THAT long, come on now lol
» Kollin6618 on 2004-12-27 11:53:48

I know what you mean man...best time of the year: christmas...sucks right after it cuz you gotta wait a whole year to get to the next one...my christmas okay, i've had better ones...but maybe next christmas i'll be able to fully see and breathe...i live in hope anyways...about my long entries...5 pages, pfft, thats not THAT long, come on now lol
» Kollin6618 on 2004-12-27 11:55:53

Ash likes commenting first? oops...and i refreshed too...oh darn
» Kollin6618 on 2004-12-27 11:56:37

way to go there killer... you liked my entry so much you gave me the same comment twice. And yes, 5 pages is way too long! by the time I get to commenting on one of your entries, I forget about 80% of it!
» Zig_Justice on 2004-12-27 11:58:42

Are you crazy Kollin??!! Yes I'm supposed to be first!
You're totally right. I miss Christmas too! It was so nice to have dinner with your whole family, and even just to watch that goofy movie with them too! It was even nice when Cheri got mad about us watching Dawn of the Dead! And duck and lasagna for dinner, and your dad snoring on the couch, and your mom and everyone making fun of each other, and everything was nice! LOL Christmas was definatly good to us.
» AshleyEverhart on 2004-12-28 12:34:57

happy new years :)
yeah i celebrate christmas, at my grandmas, christmas eve. my aunt and uncle (the ones i live with) dont really celebrate christmas, well, unless u count giving presents long before christmas celebrating? well, yeah, thats what my aunt at least does. she doesnt even wrap the presents, last year, i think, we did. this year, we didn't feel like putting up a tree or anything. so yeah. anyway how was ur christmas, better than mine i hope?
» aznDOLLface on 2004-12-28 01:04:49

thanx man
it gets better. thats just the roots of it. some of it happened. some of it didnt. but yea. normandy landings is the root of it. im gonna try to get 40 pages. im already at 20. im not sure if i can do it tho.
» sad_but_true_metallica2 on 2004-12-28 06:35:21

yea.. It sux that Christmas only comes once a year. Everyone in my house is lazy, we still have our Christmas tree up lol. I hope you had a Merry Christmas and Happy almost new year!!!
» Midnight on 2004-12-29 11:56:07

Alas, it has come and gone...
All month in preparation.. all for what? A bunch of smashed boxes and crumpled up paper piled up at the curb?

At least we have the New Year to look forward to. =)

Have a good new year!
» invisible on 2004-12-30 10:07:36

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD UPDATE!!!! UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE!!!!!!
» Kollin6618 on 2005-01-18 10:19:25

i'll try to post lil cactus somewhere when i have the timei think i'll put him in the upper right hand corner or something...i'll just have to figure out how..
» Ajibalaji89 on 2005-01-20 05:42:49

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