Its so very interesting the things you think about when your not with someone. Like today will be the 3rd day that i have not seen josh. It would have been the 3rd day of no call or anything too had I not called and left a message on his phone. But it seems to me that im only a convienient girlfriend/fiance. Im all good when im there with him and everything but when Im not there im not important enough to call and let me know whats going on. It makes me feel as though he could be doing things behind my back. And yes i have trust issues but for damn good reasons. He knows I have problems with it so why can't he take two seconds and call? Sometimes I think hes not ready for me and all that I can give him just yet. That or he just doesnt want to be in a relationship period. Which if that is the case....then I dont know. He should just be a man and come right out and tell me. Thats what i would do. Im not the type to do something i dont wanna do. I'll let you know loud and clear I don't want to do it. he acts like it's me thats doing something wrong.....like today when he called my cell he left a message and was like "I guess ur out runniing around with someone ill try and call you later.".....ummm yeah me run around?....not likely. I should just for the hell of it so he knows what its like not to get ahold of someone or not hear from someone for a change. I just dont think he knows what it feels like. And if I did the unthinkable and left and went to california he would see what it was like to miss someone you completely are in love with and I dont think he would do it to me anymore. But hey! that might be wishful thinking on my part. But hey! you cant live without dreams right?! so anyways thats what i been thinking....

well the way it sounds, i don't think you two should be engaged...sounds like you have some issues to take care of before you go to that step...personally, if i was with someone, i'd at LEAST take 5 minutes of my day to call her and see how she is every day...but thats just me...and if you haven't done anything like cheating then he shouldn't be saying things like "i guess you're out running around with someone"...i'm sure it'll all work out in the end...if he's not treating you right then you should think seriously about the whole thing...but yeah, i'm sure it'll all work out in the end.
» Kollin6618 on 2005-01-27 01:35:54

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» Morpheus on 2005-01-27 08:15:46

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I don't think I can help you with manually redesigning your site, but I can suggest a template, I've always liked The Machine, you only have to make a couple modifications for it to look good, go look at my page if you want, if not, I can mail you the edited header and footer code. Just send me a note if you want the code.
» Morpheus on 2005-01-27 08:17:35

I know what that's like
I'm in a similiar situation with somebody I'm involved with, I haven't talked to him in 3 days and I don't know when we're gonna talk next and it's driving me nuts. I think you 2 need to sort some things out before you get married, good luck!
» KatnicityAnnToTheMax on 2005-01-28 06:30:24

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