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| Saturday. 11.27.04 11:10 pm "Im having a little trouble turning my frown upside down these days."....~sigh~I guess that could be true, except for when Im at work and I have to smile. You can't work at Wal-Mart and not smile. You have to thats like 50% of your job! But yeah anyways, I don't know Im just like feeling completely down right now. Im so drained and my body hurts so much.I feel like whenever I just wanna talk or just be with someone, they aren't there. And me I do everything to be there for someone. I feel completley forgotten. And Im so out of touch with my own best friend. But everytime we talk it's the same old stuff. It's different living 3000 miles away from eachother not being 5 miles away or a phone call away and knowing what the other is doing ever day or so.I miss having that and I miss feeling wanted. I know Im loved, I don't know that anyone is still In love with me. Who would want to be? I have the most fucked up hormones. Like for insatnce right now, I seriously want to cry, and I did cry while I was on the phone with Dimplez while she sat there and said I love you to me over and over again....and I....I said nothing....I cried....why did i do that? hell if I know but I know I pushed myself further away from her.I think Im fighting for something I can never have and never should have thought I could have. I don't know, I really don't. I love two people heart and soul, and theres no mistaking it and I hope they both know it.But the cover may seem much simpler than what lies beneath all of that. And what lies beneath I can't begin to imagine how to untangle and figure out....gawd!!!!! I hate this all I wanna do is talk with her....and I can't....maybe if I wasn't such a pessimistic bitch I'd be talking with her right now~cry~ 0 Comments.
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