watching: the screen listening to: the sounds from outside mood: depressed feelin kinda crummy tonight. I did get my OWN computer up and running again. Im happy about that because now I can do all of my journals and such whenever I want to. I did get to see josherz today. He is coming over so mcuh because he'll be gone like all next week in missouri~poutz~but Ill get to see him tomorrow and hopefully everyday until he leaves sunday. Im kind of hurt right now because no one trustz me to trust my instincts. Everytime I turn around I have someone else telling me to take it slow with josherz. Or that it's not love I feel but infatuation. Maybe to them it may seem like it because we've only been together a couple of weeks, but I DO believe in such a thing as love at first sight....and it happened to me! I never thought it would and it did. But I was so disbelieving until saturday.Im not going into details, but now I KNOW. But now there are people making me try to question what I feel and know and thats not fair. they let everyone else do what they want, but when it comes to me they use them as an example and tell me not to do it. Or think I'll do the same fuckin thing....gerrrness.Thanx H.W. for the huggies....I have a feeling im gonna need more before tonight is over. Im am so completely sad right now. i havent been this sad in a long time....

hay its all good
hay tell every one that when it comes to you and that guy, to fuck off im living prof that love a first sight realy exsist and it dose stick, sierra, god i miss her the only reason im not with her now is cas i had to move but i was going to marry this girl. and you know if you feel it is true then it has to be true. well thats all for now ttyl peace out and take care
» hatchetwarrior on 2004-09-22 03:27:11

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