Mood:: SAD

Talking to:: Leif and Cortney

Oh my God...I can't believe this is happening....I'm so sad....The guy I have liked more than I have liked any guy ever in my life...just got a girlfriend.

I realized a while ago that I could never have him...but it still hurt. It just solidified things. And even just him having a girlfriend, the part meanin he couldnt be mine, that wasnt so bad. Because I already knew I couldnt have him. It still sucked majorly, but it wasnt the worst part.

The worst part was that, after I was already feeling sad about hearing him talk about her, and feeling sad because I knew he had a girlfriend...I started to think.

And I thought of him holding her hand, and telling her she was beautiful, and hugging her...and kissing her...And it made me sick. I really felt like I was going to vomit. And I was too sad to cry, all I could do was sit there. Just sit there and drown.

Mood: :(

Talking to:: Leif and Cortney

well i was going to just say hi... but that post is to depressing just to go "hey"...
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