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Mood:: Stressed!

Music:: Weezer ===> Song:: Slave

Talking to:: Dave

AHHHH! Guys I am having THE most stressful week!! It's the last week of semester so everyone is in a frenzy. Usually I dont get caught up in the craziness, but this time its consumed me.

First of all, we had a major science project due today that our group totally procrastinated on, so we did it almost ALL yesterday! It took hours of extremely stressful work, including staying up late to finish (funny story on that later). We all went to Christine's to work on it, which, besides the mad dash to do a 2 week project in 1 night, was actually really fun. Christine and Annie are even cooler than I thought. Surprisingly, we actually did really well on the project. We'll see how the grade is soon!

Second, we have a major performance in drama on Friday, which I dont know if our group will be ready for! I'm totally stressing on it. I just hope everything works out. Until then I'll be freaking out, and Ceci will be having dreams of me and her following the Yellow Brick Road (we're doingthe Wizard of Oz, and I'm Dorothy and she's the Scarecrow).

Third, right now I'm failing history. BUT I can bring my grade up by making up the work, BUT the wrks all due on Friday and I have quite a bit to do, and not enough time to do it! AHHHHH!

Fourth, I had a speech/debate tournament today. It was a little nerve wrcking, PLUS it took up my whole evening so i couldnt do any homework, PLUS it put me in a situation of sadness and confusion that i dont want to discuss.

Fifth, the school play. AH! I havent gone to the past 3 or so rehearsals for various reasons, and I don't know if I'll be able to go tomarrow because i have so much homework, and everyone thinks ive dropped out, and im gonna be far behind, and im noteven sure when it is and AHHHHHH!

Sixth, I have a speec/debate meeting tomarrow, ait ldnthe been at a worse time, i need all the time i can get for HOMEWORK. Plus theres another reason that makes me sad/confused...same one as the tourney.

Seventh, I'm SOOOOO goddamn tired. The past 2 or 3 nights I've stayed up til 2am or later, which is fine for ONE ngt,bu uually the nextnight I'l crsh early, but I COULDNT because i had WORK to do!

Eighth, my teachers are still giving us homeowk, which wouldnt be such a big deal if i didnt already have so much other stuff to do! But i already have so much on my plate and it's just one more thing.

Ninth, aving a hard time staying focused in schol and paying attn., I kep snapping at people because of all th tiredness and stress, and I feel like a poopy person, which makes me feel even worse.

Tenth, BAND. First of all, I'm sposed to play at a basketball game in the pep band (its part of my grade) on Friday, but I CANT because that' when my play is, and I dunno if my badtechrwill excue me fom it, because shes a big bitch. Also, I want to switch out of ban for next semester into advanced drama, but I dunno if I an, for several reasons. One, she made us sign a contract in the beginning of the year, and someone told me it was for BOTH semesters, but im not sure. Two, we're sposed to have band concert dress order forms in by friday, but i dunno if i should because i dunno if im switching out or not. Three, I'm not sure if i have enough time before the end of semester to switch. Four, I'm not sure exactly how to do it. Five, I'm afraid if I try to switch out and I cant, my band teacher will be even more of an ass to me. And yeah, so lots of stuff there.

Eleventh, my Wizard of Oz Dorothy costume. It has to be ready by friday for the performance, but i still need ruby slippers. my mom was sposed to go shopping for them today, but im not sure if she did, and shes at lincolns and i cant get ahold of her cause the line has been busy for the past 2 hours. More than 2 hours. And plus the dress is tight. And everything is a little off. And I dont have certain props, like my basket, toto, etc. And ahhhhh it just all sucks.

Twelfth, my mom is at Lincolnslike a said. Well she was gone when i got home from the tourney today, and my brother told me that she said to call her when i got home so i tried to call. The line was busy. This was at 9:15 or so, andits 11:30 now and its been busy ever since. So I need to get ahold of her, because I dont know what to do in the morning. Shes the one that wakes me up, and i almost always sleep through all our alarms, especially when Im this tired, and my brothers are always sleeping when im sposed to get up, and i dont know what to do. The last time i slept through the alarm and ended up staying home. WHich I wouldnt mind doing, but i dont want my mom to get mad. But i guess if i do sleep in ill just spend the day catching up on my HW.

Thirteenth, im having trouble staying on my diet. I wentoff it for a bit and its extremely ahrd to go back on. And i really realy need to lose weight. It would make my life so much happier. ahhhhhh!

Fourteenth, i cant say what it is, because i dont want the whole world to know, but lets just say its a major one, one thats been bothering me more than most of those other ones.

Fifteenth, this can count for all the other little things that im too lazy to put on here.

Sixteenth, my friend is sposed to come over friday, and i really want to see him, but he cant come over because of my drama performance. AND i have to find him and let him know that so he doesnt show up and I'm gone. But seriosuly its a bummer because i havent hung with him in the longest time.

So yeah thats all my stress stuff. You can tell Ive been busy. I mean, if i dont write for days, i am definetly busy! I shouldnt even be writing now, but what the hell.

Oh the funny story about in up late! Well you see last night i had to stay up extra late because all the sudden my friend told me i had to write something for our science project, so i was wriing it then i typed it up today and yeah anyways, i was SUPER tired. And I kept falling asleep while writing all about the rock cycle. And one time I fell asleep for afew seconds, or i was half asleep, but i think asleep, but i wasstill writing. And in my sleep i wrote "the igneous rock hot tub where the metamorphic rock said 'Hey Baby!' "! LOL! I found that extremely funny today, though that night i was too tired to have a sense of humor. But now i find it hilarious, so does everyone ive told.

Besides all the bad stuff it provoked, the speech tourney was fun! I did storybook reading, which is where you read a childrens storybook to the judge as if you were reading to a lil kid. So that was really fun. I did allright. And between rounds, we had quite a while to wait. I dint see Cindy like the whole time, but I had some other frends there to bother haha. But yeah I hung with Ethan, Jordan, Katie, Hester, and a couple others most of the time. It was fun, theyre all really cool. And CIndy brought her CD player ad hercopy of Pinkerton (Weezer album), so i borrowed that bit. ^_^. And Jordan dos a great Captain Jack Sparrow impression! And everyone was fun. Plus I got to miss 45 mins of school to leave to the tourney! SCORE!

Owie my stomach hurts.

Well im extremely tired and i hurt and i still cant get ahold of my mom and everything sucks, so im gonna go.

Mood:: Extreme stress.

Music:: Ben Folds Five =-=-=-> Song:: Song For The Dumped

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