The sea is foamin like a bottle of beer!
Sunday. 1.4.04 3:06 am
Mood:: WONDERING about something
Music:: Beatles ===> Song:: If I Fell In Love With You
Talking to:: No one
Hey guys. Sorry about not updating in a while (as if you care hahaha). But see, this is the third time i've wrote this. The first time when I went to send it I came to that error page "502 bandwidth exceeded" or whatever. So that screwed that. Then I tried to do it a few days ago, and I was almost finished again, ut my mom came home and I wasnt sposed to be on the comp so I had to close out real quick. Hehe. I'm still not sposed to be on, but mom's nothere and what momma dont know wont hurt her.
Anyways now I don't even remember what I was going to write the first 2 times hahaha. Prolly just some unimportant crap about what I did that day and how late I stayed up and slept in and whatver I usually talk abou in place of where most people talk about their actual lives. Hahaha
A few days ago my friend calld me out of nowhere and that made me really happy because I was starting to think he was ignoring/avoiding me, because whenever I would IM him he would say he was busy and couldnt talk or that it wasnt him, just his friend on his screen name. I don't know how much of that was true or bs, but I know now that he's not bein distant and that's good. It was cute he called and left a Happy New Year message on our machine for our whole family and said I better call him. Oh man that scored major points with my mom, she thought it was adorable and polite. So that was good. But anyways, i know this is of like, zero importance, but hey I'm filling space here. Don't you want something to read? No, dont answer that. I can't handle the truth.
I have something majorly on my mind. I can't really say what but it's a something. Lol. Unfortunately for me I have to wait a few days to find out more about it. At first I didn't really think all that much about it, but CINDY had to come and fill my head with ideas and conversations and hope. Blech. But hey it's probably nothing and I'm not gonna get my hopes up. Who the hell am I kidding?!? I'm going to totally get my hopes up and then be all crushed when it turns out to be nothing, because that's just the way I work. Especially when I have time like this to think about it a lot and formulate all these ideas and daydreams and philosophies on it. Yes, I tend to obsess as I'm sure you have already been able to tell with my extreme Weezer love. =w=w=w=w=w=w=w=w=!
Tis 3:34 am yet it feels more like 8pm or so. I didnt get up til like 2pm which is actually early for me lately. Yeah I spent the night at my best buddy Kelly's house, and we stayed up til 7:30 am playing Conker's Bad Fur Day on N64. That game is hilarious!! *Brrring me some sweet corn!* lmao, you'd ave to play it to understand ^_^
Well now I go, but I will most likely be back very soon. GOODBYE!!
Mood:: still WONDERING a LOT
Music:: BF5 ===> Song:: Evaporate
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