And now I'm going to try to take some of the heat off of the other blog by writing something more...eh, normal? I dunno what you'd call it.

[But Katie! You're so annoyed a Logan's inability to comprehend what you're trying to say, rather than what he THINKS you mean! Won't you rant?]

-sigh- I wish I could, but...ugh, I'm just over all this with him. I've already had my semi-rebound, so I'm good for a while.

I just...I dunno, I was blinded by the relationship and the thing I thought was happiness and maybe love (but I always protested that (love) in the FRONT of my mind, so I knew it wasn't...I just didn't have the heart to tell him and I suppose it would do nothing now to tell him, nor would it make a difference), and after a while I've realized that he had absolutely no compatibility with me, nor did he have my trust, nor did he understand half of what I damn well said perfectly clearly.

Grh.

Anyway.

So, today.

Sarah and I are eating at McDonald's, which is all-around greasy and stomach-ache-making, so I dunno why I chose to get anything at all. She's talking to me after her second chicken sandwich (wow) when this guy strolls in. I look twice, thinking he might be someone I know, but he turns his head, so Sarah keeps talking, all while my eyes are set beyond her on the back of this person's head.

After a few long moments of silence where I guess I should have responded, she asks, "What are you looking at?"
"I'm wondering if I know him."
"Who?"
"Guy over there."

So she turns and squints, because she doesn't have her glasses, and that's the only way she's going to be able to see without them. Just as her eyes pop over the short divider, he turns around.

Now, try imagining this from his point of view. There's one girl, very calmly staring him right in the eye, as he turns around, and another girl, looking, frankly, like an agitated lizard.

In conclusion, I don't blame him for giving her the stink eye and squinting as she walked out. He probably thought it was funny to squint back.

In all honesty, I do it, too.

Ooooooooh!
» etheracide on 2008-07-30 03:09:43

Sorry...accidentally hit ENTER-> after the subject without even starting the comment. Please forgive me. Anyway...I enjoy when girls look at me like an agitated lizard..or in any way at all hehe But alas, they look at me so it's all good.

And yes, "Succulent" is an amazing word. I like "Superb" too although I think that "succulent" has this awesome juicy overtone to it so it wins handsdown. However...right now I feel Succulently Superb so that can't be beaten! =0)
» etheracide on 2008-07-30 03:12:11

I tried that for most of the train ride over (which is like an hour and a half). It helped to alleviate it, but only temporarily. There are those headaches where all that will help is either time or drugs. I don't have the time to wait it out doing nothing, and I don't have the drugs.

This is quite possibly one of the worst work days ever.
» ranor on 2008-07-30 03:31:46

Guess what?
I didn't go to bed. I got some ham, and some cheese, and I read this entry.

Sarah is chock full of tact.
» middaymoon on 2008-07-31 03:09:26

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