So Really now I should be revising but I think too much and when thinking too much I can't really do work.

One of the things that realy distracted me was when N said that she wants to find soemone that she can't live without. I never thought she'd be a person to think that way, used to think that way, but I dont think its possible anymore. but I'm still happy thinking that one day I'll meet someone which understands me relatively alot.

but what made me tink more and more is that she said soemthing about friendship being soemthing where you need the other person and the other person as well, but n a few years you then dont need each other... and then is that still a friendship?

why does friendship have to involve using each other?

I don't think their phiosophy is right, isnt the point of being friend being there for each other rather than needing soemthing from another?

she asked me do I feel like I can keep my friends forever, and I think I will and can, as long as I want to. But I relaised it because we have different opinions on whats keeping a friendship. In the future, probably in 10 years, using an exmaple of me rosie and shaneeza, we might meet up once every 6 months or even less. But our friendship would still be there.

she says thats not much of a friendship, you don't need each other naymore. whats the point?

Then I didnt know how to answered, I said I'd be happy with that. But I relaised n life there's people you can't replace, i don't really need anyone in fact, but pretty happy on my own. But there's people you only meet once in your life, you'll meet new people in your life but its not the same as the ones that are already there. some friends are irriplacable.

Somehow this seems less like a diary, some people ead this, making it kind of weird.

I think its hard to make me tell the truth soemtimes.I don't feel like sayng it, I can't, only after I totally get over it

sometimes people amke things worse.

One day I'd like to prove to soemone that friends aren't using each other, one day I'll do soemthing for soemone and prove that friends are worth alot more than that.

xxx

I think that's one reason why I didn't have a blog when I was in high school. I lived in a small town and I didn't want any of them reading it.
» Southern on 2007-05-26 07:46:19

Don't feel weird. I think you're right. I think that if two people are just using each other, they shouldn't be considered real friends. Friends help each other out, yes, but the point of friendship is NOT mutual benefit. It's about giving and receiving.
» Sylphie on 2007-05-27 02:51:41

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