I cant tell you all the emotions that are running around in my head...keeping me from sleeping, feeling, caring, but it isnt keeping me from wanting...the one thing I wish I didnt do! I cant pick the exact moment when I made the choice not to care it just happened. I tend to worry over every little detail that doesnt matter and the ones that do, I push into the farthest corner of my life I can get them and hope that I can ignore it until I feel like dealing with it...which is never! Is it possible to just give up,the old fashioned way, you just go to sleep and dont wake up, or drink yourself to nonexistance, b/c if that is at all possible someone tell me how to do it. I dont know myself anymore and if I had to pick someone to be friends with it wouldnt be me. So then why do I think that when I want something the other person wants it too just like i do or even more so, but I'm learning that that's not always the case. In my case it's rare! So right now when I really really just wanna cry I'm gonna stop myself and think, even if it seems like it cant get much worse, it can and if i stay on the same road I'm on right now its bound to end up that way reeaaaal fast. I cant do this anymore....TODAY SUCKS!

hey..i had a bad day today
let me tell u some of those feelings ur feeling...well i feel the same way...somedays life sux and it just looks like its never gunna get better, like ur never gunna be happy again...hey i am there right now too...so if u need someone to cry with, or hate the world with let me know...i am ur girl
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