Oh what a day. I swear, my junior year I have been a magnet for mistakes. I have no one to blame but myself honestly and this sucks. Let me clue you in on just about how bad I have managed to screw things up,mind you there are somethings I dont want to change and some I would. Here goes....We all know about the beginning of the year, the bf, him cheating, the one night stand,and losing my "best friend" now it seems to just keep snowballing and this hill is starting to look more like a mountain! Then the next boyfriend came along and to tell you straight up there wasnt to much wrong with that...other than the fact that I am no longer talking to Meghan b/c of it but hey she's in Boston and thats a completely different topic I dont have the time or energy to go into. So then comes the hook-up which,lets face it,those are suppose to be the fun things welll instead of being fun it was the thing I did to piss yet ANOTHER friend off...but hey I cant blame her b/c she has every right to be mad and I have every right to wanna beg for forgiveness...but Im not. Then comes prom, this is suppose to be the highlight of you junior year and im hoping this train wreck slows down long enough for me to jump off and get picked up by some cowboy...yeah right! So i break it off with my date b/c if im laying it all out for you that whole situation was just not what i wanted and was spinning out of control. So then one of my closest friends from preschool asks me, now im thinking how fun, no strings and he will be a total blast and no worries about anything more than friends....welll his ex-girlfriend(another friend b/c we live in hickville USA) doesnt get that and is just a smig pissy about it, but thats not the main event. So then theres a guy, of course these all have to do with the opp. sex, and we are just friends we hung out ONE night as JUST FRIENDS...and now the nextdoor neighbor(another friend) is kinda pissed I heard through the grapevine b/c well shes liked him since forever and I knew that but get this little kicker.....she has been with her boyfriend for 11 months!! Now piece that all together and you get...Me one tired girl who is making a job out of hurting ppl and pissing ppl off which is not my intent! So GOODNIGHT and maybe some bed bugs will bite this bitch in the ass and give me the antidot for mistakes.

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