Wednesday. 6.16.10 1:42 pm
This will be a very disjointed entry, because my brain is all over the place.
First of all, people who post whiny status updates on Facebook can shut the fuck up, a.k.a. welcome to my blocked feed list. Stop fishing for sympathy.
Second of all, grades went very well. I got a 94% and a 90% in CSE 142 an CSE 373, respectively (CSE = computer science and engineering). Happy about that.
Third of all, life has gained somewhat of a new perspective for me lately. I've decided that I don't need a reason to tell people that I care anymore. I don't care if I seem overly sentimental, I don't care if it's weird, and I don't care if I get shot down. You can't be afraid of stupid crap like that, because the people you're thinking about are worth so much more than social rules and playing it cool.
Finally. I feel like a big mess right now. Just a lot of different feelings, about life and certain people in it. I've lost solid ground again...although, given what I've seen this past couple of days, I have no room to be complaining.
Do not try to bend the spoon. That's impossible. Instead, try to realize the truth. There is no spoon. Then you will see that it is not the spoon that bends, it is only yourself.
Agreed. Welcome to my 'deleted friends' club.
Agreed about that last part. Every time I get to feeling like shit because of my life I'm reminded of this poster I saw:
» undisputed on 2010-06-16 05:37:53
I post whiny fb statuses..... =_=;
Congrats on the awesome results!!!
Welcome back to the sea! Okay.. it's not that fun.. but you'll figure out what to do faster than me.
» Nuttz on 2010-06-16 07:19:09
I TOTALLY AGREE!
I've been telling people that I care about them lately. I could play it cool, you know, and let people just walk out of my life... but WHY??? I love everyone!
» Zanzibar on 2010-06-16 08:04:32
I'm the same way. I care way too much about everyone to a point where I unintentionally let myself get walked on. Mainly, I'll go out of my way to be a great friend and it's never reciprocated. I'm learning to stop though, and I'm glad to know I'm not the only one who cares too much, makes me think there's still hope for the world.
» Illicit on 2010-06-16 10:22:13
i need to take a lesson from you, man. i don't want important people in my life to disappear because i don't tell them i care about them.
» thaitanic on 2010-06-17 08:36:14
re: yes, I'm still going to WA. and I've always loved the rain so the idea that it rains a lot up there is yet another plus for me
» LostSoul13 on 2010-06-17 03:20:43
Yeah! Just tell 'em if ya wanna!
I am often tired of facebook, and yet I'm on it way too much for having such "unlike" for the site... =S
Sounds like somebody needs a [relaxing] vacation/afternoon!
» invisible on 2010-06-19 11:54:23
The (somewhat dubiously named) best part of a shitty situation is that you start to appreciate more than ever the little things that actually go right.
» ranor on 2010-06-20 08:12:32
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