Waiting for the change...
Sunday. 2.24.08 11:56 pm
Eh. I've been sitting here for a good 15 minutes deciding if I have the initiative to post. I don't, but I need to write.
Bellingham was blah. There was nothing special to it. The halftime shows sucked, it wasn't particularly fun, Jake's dad is a 2 year old...but for some reason I want to go back.
I just want to get away. No, I'm not complaining about my life. I have nothing to complain about. I don't want to leave my life behind...I just want a break. Bellingham did that for me. And there were stars...wow. I've never seen the sky like that before. I couldn't help but look up at the universe and feel completely useless, just another speck of matter against the huge backdrop of existence. I felt so insignificant, all the worries of my life felt so insignificant, it was like taking a step back and looking at the bigger picture. It felt so good...
And now I'm back, worrying about school tomorrow, about scholarships, about college....back to worrying about the same old thing I've worried about every other day for the past five years.
I saw Step Up 2 tonight. Much to my surprise I didn't fall asleep, so I got to witness all of the bad acting and predictable story firsthand. The dancing wasn't bad, but it wasn't anything YouTube doesn't already have to offer. I could've told anybody this, but Brittany and her dad wanted to go so I felt obliged...plus I had slept through our date on Friday so I felt a tinge guilty. My favorite part was a 2.4 second clip of some girls doing double dutch speed on "the streets." I was surprised and excited that the little segment didn't make jump roping look like shit.
I needa go sleep now. Hopefully I'll feel more cheerful in the morning.
Do not try to bend the spoon. That's impossible. Instead, try to realize the truth. There is no spoon. Then you will see that it is not the spoon that bends, it is only yourself.
How long do you have left for high school? You seem to be pretty worried about scholarship. Though I have no right to tell you not to worry because it is very important, I have to decide on somethings before May ends and I'm still putting it off since I have no idea if I can pull my little plan off.
» Nuttz on 2008-02-25 03:50:17
I think the only good thing about Bellingham is that if you drove for an hour or so, you'd be in Canada!
» lazypuppy on 2008-02-25 08:24:45
Life is also boring me a little. It's good to get a new perspective.
All things Stevo? Hahaha. Those bulletins are extremely annoying, but I do one every other month or so. :D
» middaymoon on 2008-02-25 04:24:44
Bleh, Step Up 2.
» randomjunk on 2008-02-25 06:51:33
Haha, quit negative.
Btw, your layout is AWESOME!!
» Bullet on 2008-02-25 07:06:07
my sister has no interest in seeing Step Up 2 for the movie itself. she just wants to listen to the music on the surround sound system the movie theater has. I know that feeling of wanting to get away. I'm not wanting to run away from what's going on; I just need to leave for a bit.
» LostSoul13 on 2008-02-25 10:35:05
oh no he di'int! Well, if he's there on Saturday, I'll push him in the pool.
» Someones_Muse on 2008-02-26 01:34:50
Aww I hope you feel better.
I want to see Step Up 2. I haven't even seen the first one. Have you seen Center Stage? I have a feeling it's better than the Step Up movies.
I've been fine! I've missed you sooo much! *big hugs* I like your template!
» Kirei on 2008-02-27 03:50:40
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