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In Art class today, I started crying for like, no reason. I wasnt really upset or anything.. But I needed cry.. and so Mr. Murdoch walked over and asked me lots of questions ((That were quite hard to answer because I was crying so hysterically that it hard are to speak)) and sent me to Mr. McDonald the guidance counsler. I know adults, and I know that you always tell them what they want to hear, and what they want to hear is whatever will get you away form them faster so when he asked if their were problems at home, I told him no. When he asked if their were relationship problems with friends or boyfriends I said no, and when he asked why I went to therapy, I said because my mom has nothing else to do with her money ((Which is an UBER lie in itself)). So I lied a lot today. My mother is an uber bitch, and wont do anything. Plus she's always yelled at me for not eating, or eating too much. She favors my sister over me, because my sister was an aspiring model, but decided to get knocked-up just as she moved out ((Some-what against her will)) so she could move back in. and my sister has hit me quite a few times, and threatens to kill me quite often as well, so yea, I supose there are problems at home. BUT ONLY A FEW!! My friends have no clue about anything. They choose to ignore anything and everything that ever happens to me and acts as though it's completley normal. Feeling like I want to murder my whole family, and sitting in my room for 2 hours plotting against them and being paranoid that they're doing the same, isnt normal. My boyfriend is completley moronic too. I want an intelligent boy who is sensitive and sweet and will go for walks in the rain with me, and will wear eyeliner without being like "Ew! Thats gay!" but not him. He is very insensitive and always tells me I'm ugly, or a whore, or fat. But I deserve a guy like him.. Not Mr. Perfect.. So there are the relationship problems with friends & boyfriends he asked about. I dont go to therapy because my mother has nothing else to do with her money either. Because in actuallity, we dont have extra money. I go to therapy because I have anorexia nervosa ((Or so the doctor & shrink say, but they're both idiots)). I also go for anger managment issues and because people think I'm just plain crazy. In conclusion, crying gets you sent to the guidance counsler, going to the guidance counsler means having to lie about your entire identity, and lying like that, cant earn you good karma points. So dont cry for no reason in art class.