So I decided that I'm going to start sharing my dreams with you guys.
They are really weird and strange and sometimes very terrible so please don't think me crazy. ha.


On Sunday night I had a dream that the world was ending. It wasn't as scary as it was weird but in my dream I was really scared. Trees were floating like buoys in the ocean, animals were turned into colorful stone statues, I watched my boss crash his car into a building and kill himself because he didn't want to live through the crazy world ending happenings. asteroids and bombs were falling from the sky and then my brother fell off a pier and drowned. The last thing I remember was seeing a big wave coming towards me.

The worst part about it was that I'd wake up multiple times and then fall back to sleep and my dream would pick up right where it left off. I hate that. I got no sleep that night.


Last night I had a dream where I was pregnant. Scott and I were expecting a child and were really excited about it. I was in the hospital and we were prepping for my going into labor and at the very last second we found out we were having a boy. =) We were so happy and couldn't wait to meet our son and we would talk about all the great things we'd do with him....but when I actually went into labor, he came out as a still born baby. I held this lifeless tiny body in my arms and all I could do was scream but it didn't help the emptiness I suddenly felt. He had Scott's nose and dark hair but my blueish green eyes. And he was gone before we even had a chance to hold him. To name him. To even hear his little cry just once. It was awful!!! I felt so sad and my heart felt so heavy and that feeling continued even after I woke up. =( I feel like crying just thinking about it again!

My dreams feel so real sometimes! Or all the time, really. I've always had vivid dreams and I almost always remember them in great detail days after they happen.

I'm not the best at putting into words the images I see and the things people in my dreams say but I have trouble with remember details like that when I'm conscious and trying to recall things, too. haha. But its nice to write them out even if it IS written out poorly.

My mother says that it's an old wives tale that if you dream of someone drowning, it means someone is going to get pregnant. So if I had a dream one night of someone drowning, and the next night of having a still born baby.....well....what is that suppose to mean?!?

Anyway, hopefully for once I can have a night where I don't remember my dreams or that if I do, that it was a good dream. I haven't slept much in the last two days. I need some sleep!

Aw, maybe you're just having stress dreams? They sound unsettling.
» randomjunk on 2012-09-25 07:12:10

is there any chance of you being pregnant? Your subconscious might be trying to tell you something. And if not... ovulation dreams maybe? I start having weird ones around my ovulation schedule...
» MidnightMonkey on 2012-10-05 05:26:58

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