I hate when you're really looking forward to something for days and days and are super excited about it and then find out that the thing you were really looking forward to isn't going to happen for another week (if at all) and now nothing else sounds as fun so you don't even want to do anything.


We were suppose to go to this comedy club in or near Baltimore or something and we were going to take a cab and get really drunk and listen to hilarious jokes and then ride a cab back to our friends house and crash at their place. I was REALLY looking forward to it. I almost never go out! Which is fine, I don't want to go out every weekend but every once in a while would be nice. and it would be nice if on those occasions, I didn't have to be DD. And now, long story short, that's not happening anymore but we MIGHT do it next week.

......hmmf.


I just really want to go out and see my best friend and go dancing with HER like the good ol' days. Today is her birthday! I sent her flowers. =) (this is the friend that moved to the other side of the country) I really miss her. ='( I don't even NEED to drink when I go out with her. I can really be myself and let loose and feel comfortable enough to do it soberly.

I guess my missing her is really starting to bum me out the most out of all of this. =(

.....Oh well. =/

That sucks. It seems like that's what happens to me the majority of the time I plan on going out so I rarely even plan for it anymore. Sorry about your best friend too, mine moved to seattle awhile back and it SUCKS. Sometimes you just need your bestfriend.
» lyndeep on 2012-01-19 06:52:22

aiya. so what r u doing now instead?
» renaye on 2012-01-20 07:17:44

I think the best friends are the kind you can just do whatever around and it doesn't even matter.
» randomjunk on 2012-01-20 05:35:16

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