I'm thinking about using Hydroxycut....thoughts?
I need need NEED to lose weight. and I'm desperate. I'm like....5 pounds away from resorting to bulimia. I'm not even kidding. I've never felt so bad about myself physically.
This is including all the times Mike, My ex-boyfriend, made fat jokes about me every day. I feel worse now than I did back then and THAT's saying something!!

I don't feel pretty or sexy or even cute. I just feel fat. all the time. and in the mornings when I'm getting ready there are days when I feel good about myself...but that only lasts up until I try to put pants on. Scott says I'm not fat and that he likes me the way I am and blah blah blah....But he's not stupid enough to verbally agree with me!

Diet and exercise will solve all my problems and I've been trying. But I just look in the mirror and think there's no point and that I'll never get skinny again and I just hate myself more and then I just say "fuck it" and eat more junk.

I want to use Hydroxycut as like a boost. just to get me going with the whole weight loss thing and then as I start to see results I'll feel better about myself and will have the motivation to eat right and exercise on my own.

I don't know....maybe I'm just making excuses for myself or whatever.

All I know is that I hate my body and I hate myself for not having self control and I really just want to go to the vending machine for a fucking snack.

Maybe instead of going for weight loss directly, you should work on your self control first? In all areas of life, not just diet and exercise, I mean.
» randomjunk on 2011-09-27 07:56:35

Usually going to a doctor and asking about a weight loss plan tailored to you is a good plan of action. I know I usually don't try to lose weight without asking how I should go about it. Not everyone loses it the same way!
» Unicornasaurus on 2011-09-28 12:54:42

Not sure what that is but doing detox helps to lose a pound or two
» Nuttz on 2011-09-28 07:29:10

I don't want to jump to conclusions here, because like Uni said, everyone loses weight differently...but it really sounds like you're selling yourself short. "I hate myself for not having self control..." Come on, Amy. You're better than that..
» The-Muffin-Man on 2011-09-29 04:22:07

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