I discovered that I only have one pair of jeans that fit that do not have a hole in them. All of my other pants are too tight and/or have holes in them. I can't afford to go buy new pants because I don't have the funds.

I started working at this place part time as a food server and I worked last weekend and I work this weekend but its only one day a week and that money is going right to helping with the bills and stuff. and I started taking on more responsibilities at my full time job which gives me a little extra money but I also just learned that my birth control that I WAS getting free samples of to test it out (I was having problems with my monthly lady things) is now going to start costing me $70 a month!!!! So basically all of this extra money I have coming in is going to go unnoticed. =/

I hate this constant struggle with money. Even when I was a kid, my family struggled. I hate being at work because people are bitching that they are poor. They have boats and houses and nice cars and go on vacations and THEY are complaining??? I'm sure they want more money (Who doesn't?) but don't think you'll be getting any sympathy from me when I have to scramble money together for food and gas and can't afford to see my dentist or doctors and have a car that is slowly but surely falling apart.

Speaking of cars....Scott gets a car (FINALLY) next week! I'm excited for him and he is SO happy. =)

Things with Scott and me are fabulous though I think currently I'm too stressed and moody for my own good. I'm surprised he hasn't snapped at me yet. I've been a real snippity bitch recently. lol. It all still seems too good to be true with him. We just click. Its so easy. We bicker from time to time but even when I get mad at him the feeling is gone almost instantly. Its been almost a year and even though this year has been very stressful it is so refreshing to know that your relationship isn't one of the leading causes of the stress. I just need to keep telling myself that although times are rough and money is tight and moral is down Scott is still here and he's the most important thing in my life. =)

Sorry to make this sappy but at least I ended this depressing entry on a happy note!

I know what you mean about the pants. I only have two pairs of pants that fit me well that I like (that don't have HOLES IN THEMMMM). It's very frustrating when you're trying to NOT spend money right now... X/
» invisible on 2011-01-20 03:25:44

I can understand where you're coming from. We're living paycheck to paycheck and only just. I'm glad that my car is still new enough that the only problem I seem to be having is the fact that my tires attract sharp objects and like to go flat. But my fiance's car is a little older and doesn't have heat ... not a good thing when you live in Seattle. But it is definitely nice to know that our relationship is stable and not adding to the financial stress. I hope things get better for you soon =)
» LostSoul13 on 2011-01-21 05:20:56

I know how you feel about money being tight and not getting to buy or do things that you want. I'm there, two-thirds of a time and it sucks big time. Money comes in and it goes to paying bills, buy essentials and other basic things to survive
» Nuttz on 2011-01-21 09:37:29

don't worry. blogging is something where u should be expressed ur thoughts.

i'm tired of working harder to earn more money to pay the same amount of bills.

if u happened to read my blog often, u can read how frustrated i am with my current life. i worked so hard and yet i don't have enough money to survive. and even worse my family members kept on saying i don't work hard for money.

try getting freelance job too. or be the next jk rowling. who knows?
» renaye on 2011-01-24 08:24:21

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