Its crazy how much things change in one year.
Looking at where I was this time last year and where i am right now.... its mind blowing!

I went from feeling unhappy, depressed and confused....in a relationship spiraling out of control, losing "friends" for ridiculous reasons and once again, just an all around horrible person (their opinions, not mine). I lived at my parents house, I was a slob, I was very irresponsible with my money and just my life in general.

....and now everything is different! I'm in an amazing relationship(!) I live in an apartment and I'm much more responsible with my money/taking care of myself. I am no longer a slob. I have the sweetest cats ever, two new nephews that are such butterballs and so sweet! I love them so much! I argue less with my family and although there are definitely some stressful things that Scott and I have had to deal with this year, I still think that this is the greatest year ever!!!!


Not saying that previous years didn't have there great parts. They definitely did but deep down I knew that I wasn't genuinely happy and that the moments that made me very happy were only temporary. Its kind of bittersweet thinking about the past. I'm definitely very thankful for it and while I'm not proud of how I've behaved in the past its made me grow so much as a person that I can't even imagine where I'd be if things were even the slightest bit different.


Anyway, I'm excited to see what the new year will bring! So many people I know are getting married in 2011! And I know this is very cliche but I am going to lose weight in the new year!!! 20 lbs!!! (I'll settle for 15) so I might be doing kind of like an update thing on here and maybe you guys can keep me motivated. Yesterday I was bad with the amount of food I ate but the key to my weight loss is exercising! I need to go back to the Gym and Scott got a Kinect (SO AWESOME) for Christmas so If I just start moving my fat butt around I should see results!!! Also I'm a bridesmaid for my friend's wedding and I'd like to be skinny again for that. I feel like I'm more motivated now than ever! I'm a size 12 and I want to drop down two sizes! I HATE the way I look and its not because my boyfriend calls me fat two-three times a day (something that happened in previous years) its because I feel that way. I hate the way I look and I want to change!!



anyway....All this talk about dieting is making me hungry! haha. I'll go have my "weight Control" oatmeal now! =p

YEAH!!!!!!!!
I'm serious about losing some weight, myself. So I'm enrolled at a gym, and will try to do other things when I get bored besides eat (which is what I tend to do waaaayyy too often.) I would love to be a 10, too. X)
Let's help eachother! :D
» invisible on 2011-01-02 10:46:42

I SO AGREE
I'm definitely with you. So much can change in one year, it's crazy. It's good to look back and see how far you've come...which you have, obviously! That's great. I'm happy for you :)

Holy coooow kinect can actually make you sweat so you'll be good haha. Like, even better than the Wii. Have you played the track and field stuff? Man.

Merry christmas and happy new year!
» The-Muffin-Man on 2011-01-03 12:49:54

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