So I've had a horrible week!!! I am so glad its Friday!!! Work has been absolute hell!

Meanwhile....I'm getting more paranoid about my doctors appointment. I just have to keep telling myself *its all in my head. Its all in my head.* My mom says I'm a hypochondriac. I disagree. They believe they are sick when, in reality, nothing is wrong. I AM sick when I call my doctor and when I go to my appointment, I've always got some strange ass health issue going on. Nothing overly embarrassing. (but really?!?!? Who else gets Mono and Lymes disease at the exact same time????).

Anyway, I'm getting more and more bummed out. I'm expecting the worst so that when I see my doctor and find out the real dealio....it might not be so bad. haha. So I keep telling myself I have some serious deadly illness or that I'll find out that I wont be able to have kids and stuff because when I find out that its something very treatable.....I'll be happy and relieved that it wasn't as bad as I thought.

....Does that make me a hypochondriac???

*shrug*

On a lighter note I finally figured out exactly what I want to do for my birthday!!! ^_^
Scott and I are going Canoeing!!!!!!!! There's this place in West Virginia called Harpers Ferry.....and right above that is the Shenandoah River. You can rent Canoes for about 60 bucks and its a 7 mile stretch that takes a few hours to row!!!

The only thing I'm worried about is Scott's shoulders. I know for a fact that he's going to need to take lots of breaks and stuff and I don't want him to hurt himself. But I've gone canoeing tones of times! I'm practically a master! haha. jk. But really, I'll be able to row for the both of us as much as he wants. ^_^ I'm so excited! I LOVEEEEE Canoeing!!!

I'm glad my work day is slow today. I know I was complaining before about it being real slow before but the last two days have been so crazy! this little break is welcome!

well....I'm off to go and mentally relax.

It'll be ok. I always get a little anxious before I go to a doctors appointment. My family is a big cluster fuck of health issues. I'm waiting for the day a doctor tell me I have some crazy illness >.<
» Midnight on 2010-08-27 07:42:32

Whoo! Canoe!
I've never been a fan of canoeing, myself.
BUT SOUNDS LIKE FUN!! :D
» invisible on 2010-08-28 09:46:52

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