Note to self: When something about your health seems amiss do NOT Google search to try and diagnose yourself. I'm super paranoid, now. The good news is....I set up a Doctors appointment-finally-for issues mentioned in a previous blog. And I've only gotta wait 2-1/2 more weeks.

...I think the sales lady next to me was laughing so hard that she let out a fart. lol.

...Most days as of late, I've been feeling kind of down. I'm tired of there always being a health issue with me. And I think I'm gaining weight again. Something's gotta give. I need a confidence boost. BAD! I feel like my self hatred is coming back. just in a different way...and its effecting my day to day mood. I find myself being grouchy. And more times than not, I get upset with myself every time I look in the mirror. I'm fat. I've got huge dark circles under my eyes. Acne. stupid hair. stupid organs that don't work.
I can't find a single thing that I like.

I need a day of pampering and recovery.

And I need to stop snacking and exercise a little more.
I hate feeling this way. =[

It sounds like you could just have depression...
» randomjunk on 2010-08-11 05:55:56

You sound like your hormones are imbalanced.
» Nuttz on 2010-08-11 09:34:45

You sound like you could use a massage and a change in outlook.
» dave on 2010-08-12 03:47:54

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