So I've been packing a lot recently and yesterday I finally finished going through my closet!!! While doing so I came across a box titled "Notes". Intrigued, I opened the box and started reading some of them. These notes all come from my high school days and MAN! I was a depressed "woe is me", "I'll never get a boyfriend", "my life sucks" kind of person.

I didn't realize it. I mean I know that the most difficult times I had in high school only amount to two times. Aside from that all of my high school memories were great ones. But half of the notes I read from my box last night were about really trivial things and people were writing encouragement and I don't even remember why I needed it. It DID bring to light all of the family issues I had back then. Now that I think about it....that ALONE could explain whatever depression I was feeling back then.

Anyway....I'm glad I am not like that now. I think I'm pretty much completely out of whatever funk I'd been in for the last year or so and I can honestly say that I'm genuinely an all around happy person (with the exception of the fact that my best friend moved across country)

I've come to terms with Ashley moving though. We've gone months barely talking with one another when she's away at school and we always kick back into gear as soon as we see each other as if no time has gone by. and I know that if I need her she'd be there for me even if she had to be there via telephone or internet and the same goes for her. So while I will still miss her...I haven't lost my best friend. IF she really is a best friend then the distance wont make a lick of difference. I was just being dramatic.

anywho, let me switch gears and say that I AM SO EXCITED TO MOVE OUT IN LESS THAN TWO WEEKS!!!! It seems unreal. Most of my stuff is in boxes and everything is falling into place. I couldn't ask for a better person to move out with and it just feels like.....it just feels perfect. What more can a girl ask for?

well.....more money.....but who doesn't want that???

Hey, I bet those hardcore Buddhists don't want more money. :P
» randomjunk on 2010-06-08 03:54:14

Oh man, I was the same way. In ninth grade I was woeing all over the place, then in tenth grade I met people who were even worse than me so I kinda woke up.
» Illicit on 2010-06-08 06:36:10

YOU! and drivers ed...er rather me too,,haha confused yet? I AM!
HAHA! See I TOLD YOU ASHLEY WAS DIFFERENT! =-D
Meanwhile when are you moving out?
Drivers ed...is difficult, mostly because it's too much to handle for me, God alone knows how I am gonna get through college!
» fashionablylate on 2010-06-09 12:33:00

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