I felt like blogging but I don't particularly know what to write about...
hmmmm
I don't know if I mentioned this to you guys but me and my boss made a fish tank out of clear acrylic tube and put a Betta and some Zebra Danio in there...
I catch my self getting distracted as I watch the smaller fish chase after one another.

anyway....that is currently what I've been doing.

I'm really starting to dislike my job. I'm not sure if its because I'm growing tired of trying to sell things that I barely know anything about or if its because my boss is never around to answer my questions...It is so annoying when he's sitting there and I say "Tim?" and he goes "yeah?" and I take a solid minute or so to explain a situation and ask him a difficult question regarding the situation to which he just goes "I'm sorry, what?" (!!!!!)
He doesn't even listen to me when I ask a question!
but then I get in trouble because I'm "being too prideful and don't ask questions" when ever something goes wrong

What the crap?!?!
That's total BS.
I'm sorry if I don't ask questions because I grow tired of having to repeat myself three or four times because you don't listen to me!!! Up until just recently I would tell anyone who asked that I loved my job. That even if I COULD go to another place and make more money that I would stay where I was at because I liked what I did. That is no longer the case.

Ha. So I guess I found something to rant about.

Oh, and can I just say that I love the unexpected?
okay, good.
I love the unexpected!
Three years ago today I never would have thought that I'd be where I am now. I mean....the unexpected can suck sometimes....but it makes a person grow and become stronger. I feel like I've really been tested over the years and there have been times where I've failed and made horrible decisions but I've learned so much from that...and now...I feel like I'm finally starting to make the right decisions. and I'm feeling happy for the first time in a long while.
Its lame to say....but I feel like I'm coming out of a metamorphosis of sorts....and I feel beautiful and free! Much like that of a butterfly, if you catch my drift.

haha. wow....now that I've formed that feeling into words it really DOES sound lame.

I'll just stop making lame metaphors and similes and analogies and what have you and just go back to making money doing something I strongly dislike doing...

Have a great day!

perhaps if you ask your boss enough questions he will grow weary of it, and then he will just give you all the answers right away!
» thaitanic on 2010-04-07 09:53:12

Lol, well yes this time it is girly related but I hardly ever talk about any TMI tyype of stuff.. except poop WHICH FOR SOME REASON DOENS'T BOTHEr me. I didn't mean to hit the caps there lol. Oh well, I'd rather type out an explanation than go back and fix it.
» lyndeep on 2010-04-07 05:10:29

NOOOOo keep coming up with lame metaphors haha...anything to keep the dreariness of work away. Your little bit about a butterfly reminded me of a good quote from the ancient chinese philosopher, Laozi:

"What the caterpillar calls the end, the rest of the world calls a butterfly."

I guess this really doesn't apply to your situation too much, but it reminded me of the butterflies :)
» The-Muffin-Man on 2010-04-08 04:32:50

Oooh, that fish tank sounds neat! You should post a picture of it! And I feel you on the job thing, I had a job like that once selling floor tile lol. I ended up quitting though.
» lyndeep on 2010-04-08 10:09:45

RE:
It's sort of about that. Moreso something else though. I'm just at a loss right now. And I guess I just needed reassurance that everything will be okay later on. I'm just ready to leave my home town and go to college and focus. thank you though for your comment. it really helped. really (:
» inhuman on 2010-04-08 11:15:35

I often feel like blogging throughout the day, but by the time I get to the computer to do so, I forgot all those things I wanted to talk about.
Happens to me ALL THE TIME.
» invisible on 2010-04-09 01:46:59

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