So recently, I've been thinking about junks..... I've been having this little....I guess...we'll call it misunderstanding/disagreement with a person for a few weeks.
And I guess we've both done some things to piss one another off...but apologies were made at least from my side of the deal. Meaning I have apologized for the things that have pissed this person off. (unless I missed something)
But for whatever reason....I deserve no apology in return....?
Okay.
Whatevs. It wouldn't be the first time this has happened to me. (not with this particular person but just in general)
And I'm really trying to not be angry at the person....but I am.
I haven't talked to this person in over a week...maybe even two...
And I'm totally fine with it.
Does that make me like....a bad person....to just not care anymore...?
I mean....I still care about this "friend" enough to where I want them to be happy and healthy and I don't wish any bad things onto them....but as far as maintaining a friendship goes....I could care less.
Maybe I AM still angry....well....I know I am....but even if I got that apology....would it matter?
I don't think it would.
and that makes me feel kind of like a bad person....but....I kind of am....so...*shrug*
at least I can admit it!
I just don't know how to feel about the situation...maybe I'm being too harsh...but I'm just being honest. Can't blame a girl for being 100% honest. I don't like to sugar coat things. And just because I say something it doesn't mean a person has to agree with me either... If you're any friend of mine I will tell you how I feel and you can either accept it as my own opinion...agree with me....or hate me for feeling that way. and if a person chooses the latter....well...then they just don't get me and they aren't that good a friend anyway, I guess. I have a right to my own opinion, and I can make my own decisions, and I don't need anyone's approval but my own. I know that several "friends" of mine don't really get me and that's why they're "friends" and not friends...If that makes sense.
I don't know....
My point is, I am not going to go crawling to this "friend" begging for him/her to forgive me when I have already apologized. I said what I needed to say and if that is not a good enough apology for them....then I don't know what to do. Move on.
La da dee dee da.
Oh well.

On a lighter note....well....I'm doing alright in regards to the breakup. My ex and I are still talking and that means a lot to me. I don't know if its the wisest thing because maybe we need our space but we can transition into that. Going cold turkey not talking to him would be too much. we talked everyday for the last three years.

But yeah....

also I get to choreograph a dance. SO excited about that!

annnddd I've been wanting sushi ever since last Thursday. haha.

annnddd....My knee (which I badly injured last week) is almost as good as new!!

I'm also very tired.

Gotta get back to work now so I'll get going.
I hope everyone has a good day!

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