Monday. 7.26.04 11:55 pm
I was listening to a song and falling in love would be an interesting thing wouldn't it? exciting, intense, crazy, hrm... i dont now. i suppose that's why it's such a popular subject when it comes to the arts. Love. the most beautifuly horrendous thing on earth. it comes when unanticipated and lingers back when needed. its an interesting thing, taking many forms, it induces hate and happiness all the same and brings crimson to the grays of the world. it allots one to feel hope, joy, and a deep sorrow all the same. it's revered and scorned all the same. it's one of the rare beauties of life. one of the rare true egnigmas. its awesome, its horrible, its love. i'm a romantic i must admit. i dream so don't have to live, and i sleep so i don't have to feel, and i write so i will feel. but love, thats something to fear and look forward to all the same. hrm, it brings an odd sort of smile to me, memories, of happiness and pain. love. hrm, how odd. a disease and a cure all the same. its a good thing, pain is good, happiness is good, and if both can be derived from one thing, then it might as well be a good thing....
hrm....
just a thought...
i don't think i could fall in love again and then again, i am all too seceptable. Come to think about it, I'd love to do it all over again. Seriously, i would. i'd relive it. just for the hell of it. i'd go through all the pain and joy. i wouldn't change a thing. i'd do it again. hrm... i kind of wish i could actually, well otherwise i really would'nt be writing about it but, that would be fun, wouldn't it? to race along the intensity, to dance along the pitfalls, do live life like that. i've learned to cut my self off so well, that now, it seems an impossiblity. but, the whirlwind would be a welcome one if it were to ever come. maybe one day. just maybe...
i had a lovely day. and this a perfect cap... lets see if don't ruin it lol. oh well, tis all good.
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