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What I need to acomplish

- Never Give Up On Jesus

- Stay drug free

- Not Simon for another week

- See my campus Saved

-Learn another language efficiently

-Be happy

- NOT quit

- Get into a good college

- Change the world

-Live life fully
~~Have someone truly know me ~~(thanks rachel)~~~~

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This is me : III

Im Vomiting Rainbows

Thursday. 11.13.08 6:59 pm

SICK of Denial
SICK of not being able to keep myself stable
SICK of people telling me to quit
SICK of religion I want a relationship (with God)
SICK of wearing to different shoes
SICK of him not listening
SICK of crying
SICK of being sober
SICK of the absence of sanity
SICK of being left
SICK of my medication
SICK of not being able to sleep
SICK of nightmares
SICK of longing
SICK of George
SICK of pain
I'M SICK I'M SICK SIM SICK I'M SICK I'M SICK I'M SICK I'M SICK I'M SICK I'M SICK I'M SICK ........
Im going to vomit my insecurity im going to vomit up hate im going to vomit up sickness
im going to vomit up emptiness im going to vomit up love im going to vomit up life
im going to vomit rainbows
colored with filth and bile
I cant live with it in me
I cant cutt it out i cant
im going to vomit in beats
I
will
get
it
out
i
promise

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2 Comments.

i like the stickman drawing. i'm also sick of always not enough of money to survive. let's change these circumstances then.
» renaye on 2008-11-13 10:49:46

We're going to cut out George! >:D
» zachstabbedme on 2008-11-14 12:12:12

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