How it's so effortless for things to take a turn for the worse, but making things better, almost seems impossible. Maybe that's what it is, effort. You don't care anymore, so you stop trying. I guess one thing people don't realize is that when you stop trying, everyone else has to pick up your slack.

Well I'm sorry you're going through a rough time, but so are the rest of us. Stop sitting on your ass and feeling sorry for yourself. It will do absolutely NOTHING for you except piss the rest of us off. I am VERY tired of taking on a role that I shouldn't have to even think about for another 5 years. I am an adult, but I am not your mom. Stop making YOUR mistakes OUR responsibility.

As for you. Stop trying to control my life. I don't care that you have a nice, big, and expensive house. Won't fail to mention the rich husband. Stop holding it over my head and actually do what a mother is supposed to do instead of giving everything with selfish motives. If you didn't want to provide for your children, then you should have completely left when you had the chance. You chose to stick around, so take some responsibility and try not to roll your eyes while doing so. It's really unbecoming. Jenna and I have always been very independent, so don't make it seem as though we're asking the world of you.

Thank you nutang, for allowing me to vent. I definitely needed to get some of that out. Now if only I can actually voice that.

On the bright side, I think I have a good future. I know what I want to do and I have my plan squared away. At least I won't end up like the two that "raised" me. I feel better now. Have a good day everyone :)

oh, 'rents.
» thaitanic on 2009-09-10 03:15:50

ah, I've written many a blog like this one. it feels better getting things off your chest. and you usually tend to get it out better when you're just writing it down, rather than an actual confrontation
» LostSoul13 on 2009-09-10 08:07:17

I know the frustration maybe a slightly different one, I feel like strangling my dad because of the way he thinks and the way he does things when it involves his brothers and money.

On another topic...
I hope you have a blast today!! Happy birthday!!
» Nuttz on 2009-09-13 10:17:54

I'm getting an average of 2 episodes a day for How I Met Your Mother. Bones and Reaper isn't doing all that bad either. Dexter is about this CSI called Dexter who kills bad people the law cannot convict. Interesting character really.

I just turned 20 myself a couple months back. I didn't feel any different too until I tried doing bridges. I was feeling fine but I'm sure time will never fail make itself apparent to you.
» Nuttz on 2009-09-14 10:10:52

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