Everyone seems so depressed or moody lately. Yeah, that includes me. I don't know what it is. I guess I should just be kept busy so that I don't think much about it. But I feel so guilty for my friends and the ppl I know that are going through that "emotional stage" right now too. I want to help, I honestly do. So I don't know what holding me back. I guess I've learned that maybe I should take care of myself first, because I wouldn't be helping anyone if I didn't. Everything happens for a reason, I guess I just gotta see where it leads me.


I always feel like I have to choose between two things I really don't wanna choose between. No one's making me choose. But thats how life works. I don't want to choose....I want both! Yet, I can't have both and I know that. It hurts a little. Letting go of one thing, just makes the other better. If I don't let go, would things get better or would they stay the same? Maybe, subconscienly, I want to choose, I just don't know. EeEeGH! I HATE IT WHEN I HAVE TO CHOOSE! What's even sadder, is that I did choose and I made a decision without even having to think twice about it. Is that bad?


Sometimes, words just don't explain it.
Sometimes, words aren't even necessary.
Sometimes, there just aren't words.

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