Sunday. 11.30.03 3:43 am
hmmm... i kind of wish i could sit still... i wish i could sleep as well... this is slightly upsetting to me because i know i have to be up in three hours and 15 min... its my own fault im still awake... hmm
lets see... i suppose i could start updating from the long weekend.
Had a great time with my scotty on tuesday and then my daddy came, took us out to lunch, and we went home. Tuesday night i went to laras to see lara christine and heather. Chilled there, then went to matts house cuz my bro was there. Chilled with matt, paul, kris, wolf, LIGGET!!! i know... wow... and then some ppl left and elise came.... we chizilled, i talked to danny vento... nothing but drama all the time in my life here in weston... sigh.... i did think it in the end, just a bit, and im not totally convinced, but he may have been sleeping with allyson while he was with me... sad fucking day... oh well.
Wednesday... ummm... wednesday... oh i had a doctors apt at 11, got meds, ran some errands... then i met up with heather lara and christine at christines. We all went to CVS, and got some hair dye WOOT WOOT IM A RED HEAD..... sort of... i likey a lot. PROPS TO G FOR THE DYE JOB! went to my dads to have dinner with the fam, and gram... and then was taking micah home and kota called, so i saw him for some hugs, then took micah home, and elise came over... we chilled with kris, dee, lazar, paul, and amanda for a while, and then we went to chizill and to cvs...
Thursday i worked from 9-2, came home.... thxgiving dinner with the sad excuse for a family... micahs friend, and yes, moms boyfriend... yes... that was fun, walking down the stairs, and not knowing he was coming, and meeting him, and he shaves his arms... whatever, it was over... and that was good. Movies with lara christine and elise... we saw runaway jury. good movie. good color changing cup... im drinking out of it now.
Friday work from 8-12 then TO CLINTON I WENT!!! went to go see scotty... chilled with him and 5 of his friends for 2 hours... THEN I CHILLED WITH ASHLEY!!! WE WENT TO WALLMART AND TO A HEAD SHOP!!! so much fun with them. i missed you guys so much... all you mack ppl.... honestly. I really did miss scott though... and i think the feeling was mutual... this would be why i drove all the way over there instead of wating till sudnay. It made me feel happier to be with them. sat night with lara clarke and laurahill at laras... sad day cuz i didnt get drunk, but it was fun. movies and chillin just like we used to do.
Today is saturday. I woke up.... frumped around.... went to westport.... BIG MISTAKE! so many ppl... came back, went to the mall with lara... a good time as usual, and some short skirts in the winter to go with it.... its only getting colder g.... adn what do we buy? ASS SHORT SKIRTS WHAAHHOOO. dropped lara off and went to the center to get some dinner.... said goodbye, and came home. chilled by my lonesome tonight... getting ready to go back, and keeping my bad mood away from the peeps. i was thinking of going out with chrisitne... no cally tho... i think thats my fault... well not mine, kris'. he left the phone off the hook all night and our line was down... watched drumline tho... and tv... helped rob from philosophy pick out a bracelet for his gf for xmas... he gets her some nice ass stuff let me tell you that... wow. anyway... then kris came home wtih paul and matt, and i really should have gone to bed, but i chizilled with them instead... was bad... puked... that felt good, i was feeling sick all night... i needed a good puke... chizilled more and more and packed and chilled and now im up like woah... and i have to be up in three hourse... greeeaaaattt..
IM GOING HOME TOMORROW! yes, i have gotten into the habbit of calling good old mack home... my mom doesnt like it... i would just rather not consider weston my home. Buddies: i dont want you to think i hate you all... i cant really explain it, but being here just makes me so depressed... i jsut... i dont know.. you know the slumps i used to get into ... thats what happens when i come home... it felt weird to be here in october, but i was too busy to think.. being home from tuesday till sunday just... i dont know... i dont like it... sorry though... i love you guys a lot, and i miss you too... i just dont miss it here.
Gunna see scotty... i cant wait. Hes been so sweet the whole weekend... i just want to see him.
Ma- i have a lil sumin sumin to show you... i think you'll be rather shocked. whahoo
AND GIRLS WE HAVE HOCKEY ON FRIDAY!!! ash and i have decided that over break were going to go to all the hockey games, i hope everyone is down for that STREET GANG REPRESENT.
aaight, im out to go see if kris is still awake. night all... see you soon.... or later'
peaceout
sarah
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