Wow, 10 years went by too quick. I don't even know what to say here really after that last update. Things got better for me in many ways, but I've been through a lot of really hard sucky times.

• Got an associates degree and a job in programming


• more or less adopted my kid sister as my daughter


• had to live through her having a stroke due to interaction between medication and a genetic mutation


• never mended my relationship with my brothers so now everything's awkward and distant


• I learned how to make fresh loaves of bread and then decided to buy a breadmaker instead (that I never use)


• t i k t o k   a d d i c t i o n


• Maybe autism/ADHD/both?


• Never learned Japanese


• Never went back to Japan


• p a n d e m i c


• Ate sushi and watched a good ungodly amount of anime


• c r i p p l i n g   d e b t


• C R I P P L I N G   D E B T


• Chat GPT is pretty cool

All in all things are looking okayish. Being in my mid 30s is fucking weird. I miss the having the routines and structures of my life when

So yeah, that's about it. September will be one year since my daughters stroke. She pulled through though and is bouncing back. I never really got over it. Just kinda stopped acknowledging it like I do everything else that's ever really hurt me.

Anyway, who knows what the next 10 years will look like. Maybe I'll start writing journal entries more often?

Welcome back! Sorry to hear about your daughter, healing from trauma can be slow.
» randomjunk on 2023-08-18 05:31:54

we r still alive!

yes, pls update more. i would love to hear from you.

take care.

dare to dream.
» renaye on 2023-09-16 10:58:10

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