It's funny... realizing how much I'm finding myself on nutang lately. I know the private entries aren't the way to make it back but I'd prefer my negatives and ramblings to stay to myself... even when it helps to just get them out. Call me odd... I'm well aware =)

Another sleepless night passing... actually pretty much gone... I just don't get it. Bubba actually went to sleep at a half decent time last night and I haven't even caught 5 minutes; when he's awake til 3am, 4am... 6am... I find myself dozing off and on all night.
I think it was all my excitement for tomorrow. Huge Super Saturday (LegalShield event) with the VP of sales in town and I had 4 guests lined up... yeah that's probably part of why I'm so wired. I know what part of it's from... probably not so good that that keeps me awake but we can only clear our minds for so long.
Now I'm just kind of... not zombie awake but not really awake while still not being tired... autopilot? Out of 3 confirmed I find out, almost two hours ago, that two "probably won't make it" and the third was attached to their party but could still show up. And yet my thought right now is oddly focused on the fact that it's still so dark outside? Usually by 5:00 the sky's starting to turn blue and it still looks like it's midnight and the moon's shining bright through my window.

Anyway... I really wish friends' support was more definite and less flaky. But we're only human.

Anyone happen to be in the Las Vegas area and free around 9:30/10:00 this morning? You should msg me so you can come hang out =) Cause guess who's smiley face gets to help with registration? This lovely lady!!!

Okay... I'm going to try to force myself to sleep the next half hour-ish until my alarm goes off.

Goodnight/good morning =)

Categories: LegalShield [t], Super Saturday [t], insomnia [t]

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