A thought came to me Saturday night. Anthony and I were down on the strip... trying to find something to do and we went by the highway and had to stop for the light...
I was watching the lights of the cars, it had just gotten dark, and the highway was pretty much packed... but it wasn't traffic-jam packed. I started thinking about the long nights I've spent on the highway, moving between here and Florida and I just started crying.

What if I go back to Florida, and it doesn't feel right? ... what if it doesn't feel like home anymore?
Then... where would I belong? Cause this sure as hell doesn't feel like home...
I won't belong anywhere

I ended up having to force myself to look out the window instead of the winshield, cause I didn't want Anthony to see me crying.

... but what if that is what happens?

... I won't know where to go :(

Monkey

Gotta love it when things like that happen. :/

They always say home is where you make it...
» ikimashokie on 2007-08-06 11:38:11

Monkey
I remember you calling me two nights after you left telling me you were driving through some random state. We kinda giggled at the fact that we would miss eachother, and saying "you better visit damnit!" Tears silently streamed down my face after that conversation. Thats when it hit me that you were gone.. you weren't coming home. I miss you so much. As stupid as it sounds a piece of me has been missing since you left. Nothing here is the same. But the moment you come back.. everything will be as it was. The only change was when you left. Sometime in the future your Florida family will see you again. I can't wait untill you visit.. untill you come back.
» Midnight on 2007-08-06 11:01:33

Thank you
Thanks for commenting on my blog a while back. I have answered your comments in my most recent update. Good luck to you and I hope all works out.
» vegas on 2007-09-12 06:38:21

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