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MidnightMonkey Age. 33 Gender. Female Ethnicity. Irish, German, Polish and more Location , School. Other » More info. | I sit Friday. 6.10.05 9:46 pm Thoughtless toward why I'm here Clueless as to what's going on now Another mindless blur As again I'm torn apart. A love within me burns For each and every one Yet slowly the flame dies out As again I'm torn apart. Your words, to me, cause confusion Since you've always been there My calls and cries always answered by you Until now you throw me away A mere piece of your past now As again I'm torn apart. So you've pushed me away Again and again Yet now I've had enough! For again you shall seek my forgiveness And forgiveness I shalln't give As I build myself back up. Each time you drag me down With one apology accepted Shall now be never given You'll return as always with the excuse Of this or that in your life As I build myself back up. I find the strength within me And shalln't allow you to tear me apart again I've built myself back up A mindset not including you Turning you away now As you come crawling back will be no problem As I am again one piece. WITHOUT YOU! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ so I guess I truely have found my center, that I don't need him anymore. Give him time with his girlfriend, tho he'll still have to deal with me since her and I are friends. Things between me and Anthony are going fine, and getting better and better. His dad said he'll probably be back sometime tomorrow night from his aunts house. O yes, and we've moved again. The third time in less than a year. Well I'm gonna go ~ figured I'd update since it's been ages since last I took the time to. Loves to all of you, Monkey 1 Comments. guess what? NO i wont come crawling back to you. I am fucking tired of your bullshit! all you evr did was fuck with my mind. made me believe you actually cared for me or even gave a shit what i think but you don't. all you did was fucking use me like you used taylor but worse. you lied to me and told me you loved me and you didn't even meen it you fucked with my heart you tore me to pieces and now i don't know what the hell to do. id ont know if you ever told me the truth. right now i think everything you told me was a fucking lie. why should i believe you now. i will never throw you away as a piece of trash you ment more to me than that and you still do but i cant trust you right now. my love for you was more than justa flame it was a roaring fire untill you smootherd it with your lies and evil ways. i would have given my life just to see you smile and you wouldn't even care. now i will sit with breeanna until my pain heals from the loss of the person i truly loved the one who ment everything to me the one i love. i would have loved you till the end of time even if you were married and had children with another man i still would have loved you but you tore me apart and now i pay the price and you live on happily ever after... » yoshibby on 2005-06-13 11:56:16
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