YES! Today was fun. (and Ash... Gir is a character from Invader Zim) I got to see all my friends, and i walked to school w/ Kitty (Jen) again. When we got to school I was happy to see/hear Chris calling after me & walking w/ Erik. It's nice to wake up w/ a kiss... cause I'm never really awake until I get to school. However, tho he's alive Erik did attempt over the weekend -tear-. He said he'd been to the hospital ~> he lost too much blood. (he took in 2 bags) I feel really bad now, I freaked out and almost started crying over it durring Biology *second period* and Mr. Cooper sent me to the counselor. She told me she can't do anything about it... cause I don't know his last name or any of his schedule. DAMNIT! Erik just doesn't understand... yea, i might not wanna be in a relationship w/ him; but that doesn't mean I don't care about him at all. Right? Well I've tried telling him that, obviously he didn't understand. O yea, and my let-out... the whole me & Alex thing, I'm actually Alexa. I just wanted to be able to write whatever w/o certain ppl knowing so I created Alexa. The private entry that's in, I think, my second page on dkzmonkey gives it all away... the password is midnightmonkey. I don't know what else to put but: Erik if you're reading this know that I do care about you, and that I do love you. Maybe not the same as you love me, but love all the same. For you to go I'd be depressed beyond all reason, even the thought of it upsets me. Going to sleep not sure if you'll be alive the next day when I wake up, or when I get to school brings me to crying myself to sleep. I know that a lot of people have told me not to worry, that you won't go that far... but I won't underestimate you. Piercing deep into my heart is the pain of knowing that I really did ruin your life, and that you have come very close to your target; death. I just hope you do read this, cause I don't really have any way of getting through to you anymore... so I hope you read this and you understand that all of it is true.

well
i was sick. i had a 100* degree fever and i was and still am coughing everything up. just coughrf 1 second ago. everything in my mouth tastes like shit cause i couldnt get up to brush my teether so instead i chewed gum. my back hurts and im too weak to get up and do anything. wehn i was making hot chocolate i had to sit down and make it or i would fall over again. oh and i already knew u were alexa. lol u told me on the fone member? g2g bye bye
» sad_but_true_metallica2 on 2005-01-11 07:42:59

ooooohhhhhh
» sexybebe72914 on 2005-01-11 05:04:57

ok, tye... wtmi
not to be mean but what does u bein that sick have to do w/ the entry. And i put that in here cause u, bryi, and Ash are like the only ones that kno... ur not the only one that reads this.
» MidnightMonkey on 2005-01-11 10:34:31

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