I'm not sure which I should do... but I'm doing my best to keep a smile becasue we are friends(Steph and me). And as I watch from a far I wanna be w/ her even more.... when we're hanging out, I feel like she owns my heart & my mind. And yea... Steph gave me another note today. Basically saying that she's sry & that she didn't want to hurt me. She also said she did it cause she thought it was the best thing & she wants me to be happy. oOoOo... I like this song. Breathe No More from Evanescence's new cd. I've gotta get this cd.
I think I'm kinda going insane for my emotions right now.... cause I cry over even the littlest things and I have no idea why. Maybe it's cause along w/ what's going on right now the past and everything I miss is slowly creeping up on me too. I dunno.... I talked to Mr. Cooper about it the other day and kinda gathered myself a bit. But last night I just fell apart again, so I guess it was kinda useless. All in all I am losing control of myself slowly... and I don't kno how to regain it either. I hate this soooo fucking much. I'm putting a poem thingy on my gallery that I think is really sweet.... and a funni quote thingy too. So check em out if ya want. The poem thing fits how I've felt lately, and the quote just made me laugh. Well, I'm gonna go for tonight... I'm glad I got time to put a desently long entry on here for once. Goodnight *hugs* Love, Monkey

and nvm about the poem thingy.... it won't show up big enough to be readable. The quote thing is there tho

aw
Im sry about you n' steph.. but it's good that you guys are still friends. just bcuz your not goin outy anymore.. doesn't mean you can't still be close. Like my friend at skool says.. "Your best friend will bail you out of jail, but your bestfriend will be in the cell standing next to you sayin 'Let's do it again!' ". You guys could still do stuff together as friends.
» Broken_Inside on 2004-12-02 06:52:44

oops..
i mean your friend will bail u out but you BESTfriend will be with you.
» Broken_Inside on 2004-12-02 06:53:29

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