Yea... life really sux! I guess u could say my life's falling apart slowly... yet ever so quick. Today at lunch Luis gave me a note from Steph -> she's been thinking of breaking up w/ me for a while now... but only now did I get the note. My dream was right. Every time I really have major feelings for some one they hurt me. Maybe I should just give up... no more relationships = no more heartbreak. I have a really strong feeling that I'm gonna end up crying myself to sleep tonight cause of this. Luis feels bad, and not too long ago he called to make sure I was ok. I was on the phone w/ Eric for a while, but I got off cause I wanted to come on here. (listen to sad music & poor my heart out in here as usual.) On a bit more of a happy-ish note I found out today after school that Seth likes me. I was hugging him & some chick asked him if we were going out-> he said no, then told me what she'd asked and said he wouldn't mind it... but no we aren't. And I'm really lost now too; what do u do when some one u trust w/ eveything and consider ur best friend tells u that they're falling in love w/ u? Not just that they like u... but love. I've gotta go... my half hours about up. I'll return tomorrow. Nite all -> *hugs* Love Monkey

major ouch
I'm really sry Monk. I feel the same way and want to quit relationships period. but you'll fimd that special someone. i hope i do.. don't give up like I have.. life sux even more. .. my mom just said HI MONKEY!.. shes not reading it but she knows in typing in your journal. anywaz.. just don't do anything stupid and be happy --> =D i'll ttyLaterz LYLAS!
» Broken_Inside on 2004-11-30 04:18:04

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