Ever feel like you have a calling. You just feel it's so right, like God himself is telling you. However, there obstacles that make it impossible to achieve this calling.


All I can do is stand and watch. God your telling me this is right. This is the way it should be. You've given me premonitions, dreams, signs, even my gaurdiens are making this all to real. These written images are rising to the surface. Everything I thought could be your showing me is right. You gave me signs all along. But now the other is getting them too. How long will you taunt us? It's killing me. It feels so right but impossible to have. God I don't understand. Is this a look into the future or a showing of the way things should be. I long to dream for this feeling. I've never felt it before. But when I wake it only haunts me. Living through a nightmare only longing to dream this feeling one last time. I don't understand anymore. Why is this taunting me. I want to give this to you God. I put this situation in your hands. I know you'll make things right. I just want things to be the way you want them.

All we can do is pray in that situation..
» Dilated on 2008-02-07 01:39:09

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