So.. where do I begin.. Should I stay or go at this point. Its getting quite rediculous at this point. So where do I turn? I'm not sure if I'm aloud to at this point. Maybe if I just left... I know it's what she wants. But would that solve anything? I think not.. Yet, atleast she'd be happy. It seems like thats all that matters right now.

I don't know what to do with Jerkface. Hes says he lkes me. he has "feelings" for me. Yet he doesn't like to date? DOT DOT DOT so... Have someone I like that likes me too and leave it at that? Because were not together that means he can fuck around with any girl.. and its not cheating because were not together. Yet he says he would never do that.. SO... I have someone that likes me and wants to be with me but doesn't believe in dating. He would treat me like his girlfriend.. be loyal and trustworthy.. yet wouldn't call be his girlfriend. I don't exactly want someone to call a "fuck buddy" and it wouldn't be like that anyway. So.. have a relationship... yet not have it. Or the other one.. That one could go somewhere.. but dear god it would be a wreck. I can't imagine how that would turn out . ha ha... so.. no. NOT going there!

Hm.. but now that i think about it.. I know where jerkface is coming from. I want someone to hold.. someone to love me.. but not feel tied down. That doesn't necessarily mean stay out of relationships.. but It would be nice for a little while.

So maybe things would be better if I just left.. but whatever..

i have a friend's bf doesn't like to hold her hands in public and never say I love u to her... sometimes she wish her boyfriend is like any other guys out there.
» renaye on 2007-10-04 10:44:33

Whoah.. Confusing... I wonder how you can hold on..
» Xboyz on 2007-10-04 11:06:28

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