Beat: The Ataris - In This Diary
Quote of the Day A good friend will come bail you out of jail.. but a true friend will be sitting next to you saying, "Damn! We fucked up."

I was just watching that As Told By Ginger movie on TV. It got me thinking about my friends. I really miss my old friends. Maybe if I gave up the thing I love doing the most, I could still be really close friends with my old friends. Yeah, Drill gave me a lot of great experiences and great memories, but thinking back, I could have made better memories with my actual friends. I never thought that it [Drill] would change me. I guess it did..not in a good way, not in a bad way. I wish it could have been just like freshman year. It could have really made my senior year in high school memorable.. I miss those days.

When I wrote this entry, I put it as private. When I thought about it, it shouldn't be. By putting my life out and open on the web, for everyone to read, I feel that I shouldn't hide my thoughts and feelings. If I put it private, I might as well not have an internet journal.