::Sigh:: When I was a little kid, my life sucked...I mean, it sucked...my parents weren't exacatly the best parents, but atleast my life made sense then...i mean, i didnt understand why they were so mean to me but atleast i never hurt this way, atleast i had my sisters to laugh with n cry with n fight with...now, i got noooo one. Life is odd...it never turns out the way you expect it to. you think you know everything and have it allll planned out, then...it jus changes, so quickly...you can't stop it. you try, you scream, you beg, you cry...nothing...nothing can make your life go back to the way it once was.
...sigh, i keep looking at the clock, jus waiting for the day to end...jus waiting...because I know I'm about to be dumped and yes this breaks my heart but, i can deal with it. I don't like seeing him hurt and if this will make thing's better for him, i guess its gotta be. I'll be ok...I don't care. it doesn't matter to me! God damn it, I do care! I care more then I'll ever be able to let on...I'm going to get on the bus tonite and cry...so hard...and jus cry...and be mean, and I'm going to go home n cry...i wish i could make myself not cry, i wish i could be stronger then i am!

life hurts, maybe someday it won't...

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