Sunday. 11.16.03 10:39 am
All the fears you have when you wake up in the morning.
1. uhh is my hair going to look like shyt again?
2. Am I going to forget something I need?
3. whose going to piss me off and make me say something I’ll later regret today?
The reasons you have or haven't met the man or woman of your dreams.
1. Hmm, I have soo I guess because I’m outgoing and started talking to him
2. and because he’s amazingly sexy and gorgeous and I love him!
All the smells that make you scream.
1. skunks
2. sweat, unless its like…a guy whose in really good shape[like MATT for example] his sweat doesn’t stink really bad
3. cigarette smoke
The traits you require in a partner for true intimacy.
1. gotta be sexy
2. has to talk to me about things
3. there’s got to be trust
4. commitment
5. common sense
6. muscles
7. intelligence
8. and someone who doesn’t think they’re any better then me…just won’t work
~blah, so what…I know it’s kinda mean to only want certain things but oh well.
The things you do between turning off the alarm and walking out your front door.
1. hair
2. brush my teeth
3. makeup
4. eat breakfast
5. put some clothes on
6. check to make sure I have everything I need in my bag
7. check my batteries for my cd player
8. look at a certain picture I have and think about someone
9. get some money
10. leave
The ways you would like to die.
1. while I’m sleeping
2. being shot
3. while having sex?
The animals that really scare you.
1. coyotes
2. wolves
3. bears
4. snakes
5. yano, the common scary things that most people are afraid of
All the people you wish you hadn't trusted.
1. Ryan
~I’ve never trusted anyone really…soooo, he was my only mistake.
The things you'd rather be doing when you are at school.
1. I’d rather be with Matt…anywhere
2. or Jamie…
3. sleeping
4. mall
5. hanging with friends
6. drinking ;)
All the promises you keep making to yourself.
1. I’ll stop swearing…
2. I won’t fall in love again [::sigh:: tooo late.]
3. I’ll stop caring what my parents think and do what I want
4. annnnd, I’ll stop having…well, I’m not going to finish that one. Let your imagination figure it out.
The things you must do before you die.
1. Go bungee jumping or sky diving!
2. get married
3. get the hell outta PA
4. go see Allie
5. apologize to everyone I’ve ever hurt or fucked over in anyway
The ways you have changed for the better.
1. well, I stopped caring what people think of me and I’ve never been happier
2. I started doing what I wanted and no one else
3. I guess you could say I kinda turned self-centered, but hey…I’m young, I can get away with it for awhile.
4. I’ve matured…a tiny bit more each day…very tiny. : )
All the phone calls that changed your life.
1. the ones with Matt
2. or Erick
3. Tony
4. Tommy...cuz hes weird and made me think differently.
All the celebrities you'd like to have sex with.
1. Vin Diesel [hmm, I wonder if I spelled his name right]
2. the one white guy in American History X…scary, but sexy.
The movies you've seen that were really worth two hours of your life.
1. American History X, best movie I’ve ever seen
~that’s about it.
The music that changed your life. (these really have, they are NOT just favorites)
1. all that soft shyt…and a few rap songs
Songs you'd like played at your funeral.
1. Sarah McLaughlin-will you remember me
2. While you loved me-Rascal Flatts
3.
The major betrayals in your life.
1. being lied to by friends
2. having “friends” talk shyt about me
3. all Ryan’s false promises of forever…
4. the one time Matt showed Ryan an e-mail I wrote him…
The ways jealousy has ruined your life.
1. uhhh, my life? It’s not ruined…but, I guess you could say it ruined my relationship with Ryan
The people you'd like to weed out from your life.
1. Ryan
2. my parents
What heals your aching soul.
1. being around JEN!
2. falling asleep with Matt…aww : )
3. Alcohol?
4. yeeaeea, having fun.
5. Jamie…he always makes me feel better.
The habits you simply can't break.
1. Swearing
2. falling in love so easily
3. biting my nails
4. itchy an itchy spot
5. believing what Ryan says…I know I shouldn’t listen to what he says, but it still gets to me.
Your recurring nightmares.
1. I’ll be a teen mom. : (
All the places on your body you love being touched.
1. yummers, back, face, neck, my sides…and well, ;)
Your addictions.
1. sleep
2. chocolate
3. …sex?
All your favorite items.
1. pictures
2. my bed
3. my computer
4. all them stuffed animals I got from Ryan
The things you regret most
1. trusting certain people
2. not trusting other people
3. letting Allie leave, that was so ignorant of me.
4. letting thing’s happen that I know I should have stood up against
5. a lot of shyt…a lot of really stupid, stupid shyt.
