Yesterday, Jen n me went to Ryan's all day. It was fun...lol, Jen fell on her ass in the van...really hard. lol and then I broke Ryan's light cover thingers with a pillow. Ryan said he'd teach me how to do a back flip on the trampoline and i couldn't land it...and then, i fell on my neck and I think it's broken. Haha, and we were trying to watch 2Fast2Furious in Ryan's room and lol we were all squeezed together. but, omfg...the last 2 weeks of my life have been a waste. Any time I put into getting over him, ruined. Right back where I started...except now, I know he loves me too. God damn it, I wish he didn't have to go to Florida. I know if he didn't, we could get back together. I love him so much...love is so scary and painful and yet, so wonderful. I love you Ryan.

If I ever write the story of my life, don’t be suprised if you’re where it begins. I’d have to dedicate every line on every page to the memories we made, while you loved me

I was born the day you kissed me and I died inside the night you left me, but I lived, oh how I lived...(I lived) while you loved me.

I’d start with chapter one, love innocent and young...as the morning sun on a new day. Even though I know the end, Well I’d do it all again...‘cause I got a lifetime in, while you loved me.

hi! :D
—SOcontagious on 2003-10-26 01:18:47

that was beautiful...
I loved that quote u said 'I was boren the day...loved me'. Can soooo relate to what u r going through right now... just wanted to say hi and ur not alone!
—murasaki*dream on 2003-10-26 01:15:27

haha thx...that's a song tho...by Rascal Flatts.
—Manda103 on 2003-10-26 01:39:20

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